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Trauma Ch.11

Who: Reader x Kim Junmyeon
What: Angst, Romance, Smut
Story: You're just two trauma filled people trying to live normal lives... but trauma is a bitch

Y/N's POV

"Wait a minute, I'm a little confused. Start from the beginning." You said.

Your mother looked at Junmyeon than you again. She sighed and her thumbs toyed with each other as she started to explain her story.

"Haejin and I were very close in high school. We had a brief moment where we kissed and that's what started it all. Our generation wasn't very accepting of those kinds of relationships so, when we graduated we decided to end our secret affair. We went to different colleges and started our own lives-"

"So when did you two decide to hook back up? Before or after you got pregnant with us?" You asked.

There was spite in your voice, you were angry and annoyed with her. Being able to face her was both therapeutic and upsetting. You always envisioned her living a grander life, having a new husband and a new family. You always wondered if you had disappointed her, if you weren't enough for her but here she was in front of you looking the opposite of what you imagined or even remembered. Your mother had class, and smarts, she had an alluring smile that was magnifying. When everyone said you looked like your mother, you felt it was the biggest compliment to you because she was the most beautiful woman you knew. Now, as you looked at her face: old, worn, tired with half life and watching her sit slightly hunched over you felt disgrace and pity. You didn't want to be compared to her and as you listened to her story you wanted even less to be known as her daughter.

"When you were four, Haejin spotted me in Itaewon. We rekindled our friendship. We caught up and talked about our families and as time went by, those feelings showed themselves again. I don't think they ever went away. We just knew it wasn't possible. We knew it was wrong but- we loved each other." She said.

"I remember her coming over and you two talking alot. It seemed like a normal friendship even when Papa wasn't around."

"If you had seen us, even by accident, I wouldn't have been able to explain it to you. I knew your father would be hurt if he found out and children are prone to slipping up. You once told your father she was over the house could you imagine how he would've reacted if he knew about the affair?"

"Gee, I don't know. Perhaps he would've tried to kill you kinda like he tried to kill me two weeks ago."

She looked at you wide eyed. Her hand went to her heart and you felt yourself cringe from her reaction. Despite it being genuine, you felt like her concerns for you weren't real enough.

"Inho tried to kill you? How is that possible he adored you?"

"But he hates you!" You snapped. "You left him, us , without a trace, without a fucking reason Seol; what did you expect? He's bipolar and he was hurt and everytime he looked at me he saw you. He saw the woman that broke his heart, that abandoned him. The woman who took vows to stand beside him for life and just threw it to the fucking wind. He hated me for looking like you so for fifteen years I was caught in between my father's war of loving me as his daughter and hating me as yours. He went off his meds, back and forth from dotting father to raging asshole. All so I didn't repeat the cycle. I couldn't turn out like you. I couldn't leave him because he wouldn't survive, because of the selfish decisions you made, my childhood was a living hell."

"Y/N I'm sorry." She said.

Her voice scratched like she was trying to hold back tears. She almost sounded pathetic but you were too upset to even care how she felt. You didn't think she had the right. You stood up ready to leave but she cried out for you.

"Y/N let me explain please."

You whipped around stalking up towards her, your eyes burned with tears threatening to spill over but even more anger and hatred towards her spilled out.

"Explain what? Explain how all this time you were a twenty five minute train ride away? Explain why you didn't call or visit? Explain why you never said a fucking word and just walked out on me! I was your own flesh and blood and you abandoned me to a wolf!"

Junmyeon stood up and grabbed you; he held you tightly to him. Your chest heaved up and down and you willed all your emotion to stay down, to just wait until she couldn't see how much your heart was breaking. As angry as you were with your mother, deep down you wanted to forgive her. You wanted her to have a good reason why she disappeared, one worth accepting so that as you lost your father you gained your mother.

When the trees bloomed in spring, she would take you to the park, you two would walk around and she'd ask you what you saw in the park. You watched clouds together and visited the Han river at night. When it snowed, she would have a snowball fight with you and drink hot chocolate with you under blankets while you all watched movies. Your early life was filled with childhood memories you clung to because they were beautiful and distant. They seemed untouchable but it was all you ever desired. You lived with hope you'd have your family back one day and when that hope died you just wanted your father to love you. All you ever wanted was someone to love you and it felt like your cat might've been the only one truly did.

You calmed down and pulled away from Junmyeon but when you looked up at him you realized something...he cared about you. You two slept together but it wasn't just sex, if it was, why would he do all of this: comfort you and go with you to visit your estranged mother. Someone that wasn't invested wouldn't do this. Yet, you were afraid that you weren't capable of a healthy love; you didn't really know what that was. You were subservient to Heechul, was that why he cheated? You held your own secrets from him, you kept him locked out but you were at his beck and call. Minseok was always your friend, staying close to you, making sure you were alright but there was never anything romantic between you two. You didn't really understand what it meant to be in love. You looked back at your mother, calm now and Junmyeon had you sit back down.

"I left because I felt guilty for Haejin's death. In the midst of our affair, her husband started to suspect that she was cheating with another man. She was afraid of his temper but she also loved you," she looked to Junmyeon.

He didn't look like he wanted to hear much about his mother. Perhaps she read that on his face because she looked back to you.

"Haejin thought it was best if we just went back to our normal lives. We had families we had to end it. Haejin wanted to get back home early that night but I begged her to stay a little longer. We slept together and then she left. That was the last time I saw her." She said.

"They had a fight the night before she died." Junmyeon said putting pieces together.

"I think he became so convinced about her affair that he tried to drag the truth out of her. It's possible she confessed to the affair or even confessed she was sleeping with a woman but if I didn't ask her to stay- if I hadn't coaxed her into staying later she might still be alive. The guilt ate away at me for three years, I was living with my own family and hers had fallen apart. I couldn't live with myself, I needed a new start so I decided to leave, I didn't tell your father because he would've chased me. I knew how much he loved me he would've fought for me but that only meant I would break his heart more in the process because I didn't love him."

"So why didn't you take me?"

"Because you were a reminder of the life I was trying to leave behind. You tied me to your father and I had to cut the tether to escape. But, the pain of my sins are like heavy weights forcing me to the ground."

"You can't take the blame for other people's actions." you said annoyed.

"Isn't that what you're doing to me? Blaming me for what your father has done."

"No I'm blaming you for the choices you made. You knew dad was bipolar so you knew the risks of leaving him abruptly. You didn't love him yet everyday you pretended you did, you broke his heart. As my mother, you were responsible for protecting me and you didn't. I don't blame you for the abuse, he's the one that hit me but I do blame you for starting the chain of events that led to it. Your actions were reckless and you never once stopped to consider who you were affecting in the process you didn't care. Out of all the decisions you made, I blame you the most for not choosing me." You said.

"I did choose you. I thought you were safe with your father."

"You thought I was safe with the mentally ill man that you knew wasn't even responsible enough for taking his own medication. I remember that mom, you counting his pills and crushing them in his drinks. You assumed everything would be fine, you hoped it would be fine so he could assume the role that you no longer wanted. If that was the case you should've never had me in the first place.... You chose your grief over your own daughter. For ten years, I adored you as much as I adored papa, I moved in you. For nine months, your womb was my home and even that connection wasn't enough for you to pick me. What your responsible for is robbing me of a decent childhood by leaving me with a man with a mental illness. That's what I blame you for and your refusal to recognize that what you did was more destructive than how you could've handled it is what's going to keep us from ever being together. I thought papa was the only family I had left... Now it's clear to me I really have no one."

You and Junmyeon stood up and you headed for the door. You reached the front only to look back and see Junmyeon handing Seol the picture of his mother. He found out a lot too which meant you both needed time to process. You and Junmyeon went back to Seoul in silence; you both held hands and leaned on each other for comfort on the train. Junmyeon saw you home even though his place was closer to the train station. You both stood at your front door in silence for a moment. Junmyeon couldn't bring himself to look at you. You gave a bitter laugh and said,

"Don't tell me you're blaming me too."

He looked up at you like he had come out of a daze.

"What? What would I blame you for?" He asked.

"For being that women's daughter. She had just as much of a hand in destroying your family as she did mine and I look like her-"

He kissed you, his movement to your lips was swift, he cupped your face between his thumb and forefinger and his lips were soft against yours. When he pulled away you looked at him almost like a puppy.

"I'm not your father Y/N. I'm not like him at all. There's just a lot we found out today. I need- we both need to sort through what we learned."

You agreed but you partly wondered if he was already pulling away from you. You walked into the house but you noticed as soon as you unlocked the door he was already walking away. A part of you regretted asking him to come along. You thought about everything that happened though, you were just as guilty of pulling away from him as well. You two were doing this dance of getting close and pulling away. So many things from your past made it complicated to keep a proper relationship. When you were with Heechul, hiding your past and your father's abuse was easy. It was something that you had done all your life. Junmyeon was aware of everything, being this open with someone that wasn't Minseok was new. Your fear that he was with you because he knew your trauma had subsided and was replaced with the fear that he didn't want to be with you because you were your mother's daughter. He said that he wasn't anything like your father but you felt him moving space between you two.

....

You were at Cheong Jin Ok, despite not having a hangover you ordered the hangover cure anyway. You spun a coin on the table while you waited. Only three days had passed since you and Junmyeon discovered so much about your mothers and it was still hard to process everything. You weren't bothered by the fact that she was in love with Haejin; what bothered you was that they had an affair. They could've just left their husbands. Though, you started to wonder how well that would've gone for Haejin. It sounded as though Junmyeon's father had exhibited abusive behavior long before he killed his mother. It made some sense, he didn't just go mad and kill her because she had an affair unless he was already the type to get dangerously aggressive. He did this when Junmyeon was seven, you wondered just how much of his father's abuse he remembered. You wondered if he ever even saw it.

You were lost in your own thoughts when someone sat down in front of you. It took you a moment to realize it but you looked up to see Heechul smiling at you. For a moment, it reminded you of when you two first met. He had that glow about him, all kinds of charisma but there was a slight reminder of your father in him. The way you felt like you could never make him happy. That you were never really enough to begin with. You wondered if he ever loved you, you were...infatuated with him. Maybe it was the same for him, but what made him captivated with you?

"Boo." He said with a soft smile.

"Boo."

"What are you doing here alone? Couldn't find a date?"

Heechul was always a little too harsh. He may have meant it as a joke but it pierced through you a little.

"Didn't really want one." you answered.

The waiter stopped by and placed your hangover cure in front of you. The waiter asked Heechul if he was ready to order and he informed him he wasn't getting anything, much to your relief. You half expected him to try and turn this into an awkward kind of date.

"You don't look like you need a hangover cure." he said.

"I don't but at the same time I do."

"Where's that guy that's always attached to you. Junmyeon, right?"

"I don't know probably at home or hanging out with the guys.... He's not always attached to m-you think he's always attached to me?"

Heechul chuckled, he rested his chin in his hand as he looked at you.

"He was there everyday while you were in the hospital. Right by your bed side; he was pissed off I even showed up to see you."

"You came to see me?"

Your voice projected more hope and happiness than you meant it to. It was a given the Junmyeon by your side at the hospital; you figured he wanted to make sure you were safe because of everything that happened. He was the first one you saw when you woke up, he even kissed you. Heechul coming to see you in the hospital meant something to you, the feeling of not being wanted felt a little less heavier than before. That rose a question in you that you never thought to ask before,

"Why did you even go out with me?" You asked.

His eyebrows rose like he wanted to know where that question came from but then he sank his chin down in his hand and puffed up his cheek. You could tell he was thinking but for a moment his eyes wandered off and you wondered if he was ever going to answer your question. Normally, you wouldn't even talk to him, any one that hurt you, you kicked them out of your life. Although, your most recent revelation that you did the same thing your father did when your mother left made you realize you were following the same path. You still had your reservations when it came to Heechul but you were trying to resolve your problems not create more. Part of that resolution was facing them.

"You're really cute." Heechul said.

He wasn't even looking at you when he said it. He finally turned to look at you though and you just blinked at him. You could feel a blush rising up once again reminding you of when you two first met. He smiled at your look and said,

"You've got big eyes and a really pretty smile. You've got this gravitational pull about you that makes it hard to not want to get close."

"But you never got close."

"I tried- you wouldn't let me. Minseok was your go to person and that was annoying to me because you were a different person with him, he knew secrets that as your boyfriend I think I should've known. Or at least you could've trusted me with. The more you kept me out the more frustrating it was."

"Is that why you cheated?"

He got quiet for a moment. Neither one of you talked about it. You never talked about your relationship the way you should've. No wonder it never worked out between you. If he hadn't hit you back, you might've forgave him, you might've gone back to him if he said he wanted you. Instead, you tried pushing everyone out. Siwon and Ryeowook were hard to push out though, when you saw Siwon again you couldn't push him away. It felt too good to know that he was really your friend. You never really seemed to lack friends in your life, you were lucky enough for that.

So was it completely impossible for you to "fall in love?"

"I cheated because I wasn't satisfied by you."

You felt like he just threw a rock at your head. Even though you were offended by that, you did consider that the only reason you ever slept with him most times was because he wanted to have sex.

"Next time just take a knife and stab me in the chest, it would hurt a lot less." You said sarcastically.

He laughed,

"Look, I didn't mean it to hurt your feelings but the truth is that you weren't connected with me. You were always somewhere else. It didn't even seem like you enjoyed it so I felt like I was just screwing a doll."

"Geeze do you have to describe it like that?"

You both laughed together and it seemed to be a good genuine moment that would lead to some healing. You still needed time but Heechul might not be so bad to hang around again. You enjoyed your time with him at the bar. As you two talked, he made some comments that annoyed you and ones that made you laugh but it reminded you a lot of the initial bliss when you two first hooked up.

"Why did you come here alone anyway?" He asked suddenly.

"Umm. I just kinda wandered in." You said.

Heechul had followed you out of the restaurant and was walking with you down the street.

"More secrets huh?" He teased.

"It's the truth. I was just walking around lost in thought and my stomach started grumbling so I walked in to eat. What were you doing in there alone?"

"I wasn't in there to begin with, I just saw you in there and decided to annoy you."

"What's up with you guys always wanting to annoy me?" You smiled.

Heechul pushed his finger into your cheek making you laugh. He claimed it was fun seeing your different expressions. He liked your eyes, your father liked them too. That's why he loved your mother, her eyes were expressive and large. He used to describe them like large black holes pulling you in against your will. It was the one advantage you had to never being alone.

It didn't seem like either of you had a destination but you stayed together for the majority of the day, even as the clouds began to roll in. You forgot about what it was like dating him, this seemed like a newer experience to you, although, deep down you missed Junmyeon. His radio silence was disturbing and your trial with your father was coming up soon.

"So what's up with you and that guy anyway? He ask you out yet?" Heechul asked.

"Why do you want to know?"

"Just wondering is all. It's obvious he's in love with you."

You chuckled,

"What?"

"Oh I forgot it's obvious to everyone but you."

You stopped in your tracks. You grabbed his hand to stop him and looked at him curiously.

"Did he tell you that?" You asked.

Heechul laughed,

"He didn't have to it's obvious. Not to mention he hates when I come around. I have a sneaking suspicion it has more to do with the fact that I'm your ex rather than that I hit you. Which, I suppose I never apologized for."

He took your hand in his and kissed the back of it before he cupped your cheek with the other hand.

"I'm truly sorry for hurting you, not just physically but emotionally as well. I'm an asshole but you know this by now." He said.

You burst out laughing and swatted his hand away from your cheek.

"You really are an ass, but I suppose I can forgive you just this once. Just don't go taking advantage of my kindness."

"As an asshole I can't promise that."

You rolled your eyes but he laughed at you. You two started walking again but you brought up what he said before.

"So you really believe he's in love with me?" You said.

"You know if you were an anime character you'd have little sparkles in your eyes right now."

"Heechul."

"Yes, he likes you. He's in love with you, in an annoying capacity actually. From what I've heard you two already slept together, if that was all he wanted from you then he wouldn't have gone through all the trouble he went through "

That may have been true but you wondered if he still felt the same after everything he had learned. You hadn't attempted to call him because you wanted to give him time. You thanked Heechul and gave him a hug before running off but you heard him asking you what he did to be thanked for. You headed to Minseok's place hoping to find Junmyeon there. You knocked on the door and Jongin answered. He welcomed you in.

"Is Junmyeon here?" You asked.

He shrugged,

"I don't know I just woke up. Let's see."

Jongin knocked on the Junmyeon's door with you standing behind him. Junmyeon opened the door just enough to poke his head out. He was shirtless which seemed like the norm for him when he was home and in his room. When he saw you, his eyes got wide though,

"Y/N what are you doing here?" He asked.

"I wanted to talk to you. Can I come in?"

Junmyeon looked back in his room and then back at you making you feel like he was hiding something. You stepped up to the door,

"Junmyeon is someone in the room with you,"

"Uh-"

You put your hand on the door and looked at him. You heard a snicker from behind the door and adrenaline rushed through you. You looked at Junmyeon hoping he'd tell you the truth but you doubted it.

"Listen, it's really not what you think."

"Then open the door. Show me it's not what I think."

He looked almost hopeless and he sighed defeated. He let his hand down so he could stop guarding the door. He opened it more for you to see Seohyun sitting on his bed. You stepped in looking at her disappointed.

Was heartbreak all you'd ever know in this world? Was nothing kind to you? You looked to Junmyeon with tears brimming,

"Then what is this, Junmyeon?"

"We were just talking." He said

"In your room, with the door shut and no shirt on? She's your ex isn't she?"

"Calm down Y/N-"

You raised your hand to stop Seohyun from talking. You were locking eyes with Junmyeon even as you said to her,

"I wasn't talking to you."

Junmyeon looked down at his feet. Was he playing you all this time? A thousand different things ran in your head but the first thing that came out of your mouth was,

"Did you sleep with her?"

He looked guilty which made you feel like throwing up. You hurried out of the house, Junmyeon called after you. You felt the first soft drops of rain coming down, rain you weren't expecting even though the soft gray clouds had taken over the sun. You heard Junmyeon calling after you and you hurried, running down the street but he was faster. He caught onto your arm and turned you around so you could look at him. The rain was pouring now, it picked up so quickly, you both were drenched, hair sticking to your faces.

"Let me go!" you yelled.

"Y/N listen to me."

"No!" You cried. You banged your fist on his chest crying, "I hate you. Why did you make me believe you cared about me? Why did you do this?"

"I do care about you. Y/n I got drunk last night. I don't even remember how I got home let alone if me and Segun slept together."

"Why did you get drunk? Why did you look so guilty?"

"Because I knew how it looked. I don't know if me and Seohyun did anything and to be honest I highly doubt we did. I got drunk because I couldn't process all of this information about my mother-"

"You do hate me for looking like that woman don't you?"

You tried to pull away from him but his grip was firm on your shoulders. He cupped your face,

"Y/N I don't hate you. None of what happened was your fault. You're not your mother I know that."

"But I look like her, that's all you'll ever see. The woman that destroyed your family."

You looked him in the eyes. Your vision blurred a little and you tried to wipe your eyes clear. You felt like someone was ripping your heart out.

"Y/N, I'm in love with you." Junmyeon confessed.

"How can you mean that? How am I supposed to believe you, when ever I get vulnerable around you, anytime I'm ready to take a risk she shows up. "

"You're the only one I want."

"How do you know?"

He crashed his lips onto yours kissing you hard and feverishly. Your lips molded with his as he deepened the kiss so much it was like he was trying to become one with you. His hands came to your neck then your waist pulling you into his body so that the idea of space didn't even exist. The taste of his lips, the fever of his kiss, he burned himself into your flesh and awakened a Phoenix fire like never before. Your heart jumped, skipped and leapt. It fluttered and wailed and every tear you cried out of sadness became happier. Happier than you had ever been before.

"I don't want to live without you." He said against your lips.

You looked him in the eyes. His thumbs wiped away tears. His white shirt was soaking and sticking to him showing the lines of his chest and abs. Your hands touched his chest, they memorized the muscles as if it would be the last time you'd ever touch them.

"Then stay with me. Don't see her, don't let her near you." You begged.

He kissed you once more, softly, letting his lips linger on yours. His tongue slow waltzing in your mouth. He breathed you in, and despite how cold the rain was making you, the heat of his kiss kept you warm on the inside.

"Do you love me?" He asked.

His eyes were half closed, he kept your face close to his, his hands still cradling your face. You looked at him with dewy eyes, and smiled.

"I do... I'm in love with you, I always have been."

He was overcome with happiness and scooped you up in one more deep kiss. You broke it to pull away and took his hand. You ran with him to your apartment, pouring rain and all....

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Yass lawrd!!! Fam I am back with a spicy fanfiction I have been working on. I'm still trying to balance work and my hobbies all at the same time. Life is wonderful and I can't complain. I finally feel complete. I have wonder children and four wonder husband's who are sexy ASF. We are wealthy powerful and healthy. How did I get four husbands? Let me explain. I was adopted by the Cheif of all Yong/Dragon clans. In our world within the human world we have our own laws and ways of life. A female is allowed to have multiple mates or husbands. As long as everyone is married at the same time. After the marriage you cannot add on any mates. Also once mated that male can only have children by that female. If caught cheating anyone can lose their power and status. Our clan has been in power since the dawn of time. We control many things like Kpop, fashion, media... anything we want. We also provide small loans and protection to small businesses. We also are known for our part in killing ppl if they cross us wrong. Anyways they call me Jasmine Kim. I'm married to Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoesek, and Jimin. Altogether we have eight children. Hunter, Ji-Yong, King, Namjin, Stormi, Ava, Princeton, and Taleah. We live in a huge home and we have a luxury condo for time alone. As for me I do have my own room, but unless I'm mad at my huabands all at the same time I sleep in whoever room whenever. Tonight was my night alone with Hobi at our luxury condo. I knew I had tons of stuff to do at the office and I knew the kids would never let me get out the door. I was wise and packed me some lingerie and my heels with me. After work I fixed my hair, reapplied my Fenty glassbomb, and slipped into my sexy lingerie. I threw in my black trench coat and headed deep in the woods to our condo. As I looked down at the clock I was already 20 minutes late. He was gonna be pissed and pacing all over the place. I was going over ways I would get his mind off me being late. As I unlocked the door. I quickly walked into the kitchen. Hobi was there with a pissed off expression. "Ah how can you hold a powerful position in our clan if you can't even be on time to see your husband? Over 20 minutes late babe?! I'm going have to request for you to step down." I walked slowly over to him and made him face me. Even though I had on heels he still was taller than me. I wrapped my arms around his waist. "I'm such a bad wife. You are right baby. Shame on me. Do you still want to see why I was so late?" I said with pouting lips. Hobi smirked and untied my trench coat allowing it to hit the ground. He stepped back to admire my curves in the lingerie hugging me. Hobi sucked on his teeth and lips. "Shit baby..." He ran his hands through his hair. "Can you forgive me baby? I will do anything my husband commands." I said while batting my eyes. "Yeah I know what you can do to be forgiven." Hobi said while putting me over his shoulders. He places me on the bed and we kiss deeply. His lips so soft felt so good. I could feel my core aching. Hobi plays with my nipples as he explores my mouth. Sucking on my lip ring and gliding across my tongue rings. "Gosh baby you taste so good. I know where you would taste even better." Hobi pushes me back while kissing down to my core. He runs his nose from bottom to top of my core. He licks his lips has he tugs away my panties. Hobi spanks my core then he begins kissing all over my inner thighs. I groan in pleasure. He inserts two fingers stretching me wide and slowly pushes in and out. I was already dripping. Suddenly he begins sucking on my nub while fingering me. I gasp as he picks up speed and goes deeper. I grab his head and scream. I could feel myself about to burst. Hobi laughs and stops. "Oh you think I'm gonna let you cum when you can't come on time." He stands up and he gives me that look. " You know the routine." I crawl over to the edge of the bed and unbuckle his pants. His tip was wet. I guess tasting me makes him so hot. I placed my hand at his base while playing with his tip. He moaned louder as my tongue ring slide across his head. I wrapped my lips around his tip. Making sucking noises and running my hand up and down. Hobi groans loudly and hisses. He grabs my head softly and pushes more of himself hitting the back of my throat. I gag and proceed to move my mouth up and down his length making loud slurping nosies. "Ah...baby stop...slow down... shit..." Hobi moaned while pulling out my mouth. He quickly turned me around bend me over. He slapped my left cheek. I groaned. He slapped my right cheek. "You think you call the shots?! You should know better by now." Hobi moaned. Hobi pushed his entire length in me from behind. I scream in pleasure and pain. He begins pounding me without mercy. The bed shook and our skin made a loud slapping noise. He pulled me up my by arms still pounding me. We moved as one. Then he placed me on my back. He pushed my leg behind my head. He grinned as he slapped my core with his beef stick. I pouted. "Ah you are so cute baby." He said while sliding into me. He began moving deep and slow. I groan and grab his butt. He kisses me deeply and continues. I could feel him touching my g spot. "Ah deeper baby. Make your wife come." I moan in his ear. Hobi grunts and pumps deeper. I could feel everything go blank and I hit Utopia as a screamed out his name and gushed everywhere. Hobi filled me to the brim with his warm goodness. He collapsed on top of me as we try to catch our breath. He grins and looks down at me. "I love you baby." "I love you too." I said allowing him to kiss me. ************** I was rushing down the hallway to present what I needed in our meeting. I know people think I have it easy because my adopted father is over the clan and our business. However I do work hard. I earned the title of 1st Lady of our generation. I can hear Yoongi and Hobi laughing has I walk speedy in front of them. Everyone slowly walks in...Namjoon, Jungkook, Jimin, Hobi, Jin, Tae, and Yoongi. We stand when the Cheif Ji-Yong walks in. "Good morning. Let's begin with our progress....Jasmine." TO BE CONTINUED...... Ride or Die Peeps Taglist @lisablinkarmy @SolYLuna @szewwy @koalabear @SweetDuella @DefSoul1994 @blessowmwago @Starbell808 @Jiminsnooder @SarahHibbs @Yugykookie97 @WinKonVIP @simpsonsamantha @lrwc12 @Gladys21 @hyunjinnie @VeronicaArtino @Shanai88 @Mochiroon @jungkookieeeee @Blackrose139 @cathysanchez157 @KittyCat1998 @Kail916 @pandaqueen7 @MelissaGarza
Two Dangerous Ch.3
Who: Reader x Monsta Woo ( Kim Young Woo) x Christian Yu What: Smut/ SPY AU Story: Just because I'm telling you this story, doesn't mean I'm alive at the end. Chapter Three We woke up early to get to the red light district south of Seoul. I could feel the energy pumping inside of me already, this sweet feeling of pure chaos rising inside like bubbles rising to the surface of boiling water. I have been very tame around the guys, mostly drowning my need for excitement by sleeping with them. Here I was now about to dive back into the shadows of my past and only a small part of me feared what I might turn into would turn the guys off from me, the other part welcomed the reunion of the old me. Yong Roo was rising from the dead and it was the most dangerous thing for all parties involved. I arrived by motorcycle to Han's Seoul, this was Code's place of business. I dropped Christian off closer to the entrance of the district and told him the name of where I was going. He wasn't supposed to come in, he was just supposed to be back up if I needed it. I didn't. His business was usually closed during the day, it made it easier for me to slip in without being seen. I walked in wearing my face mask and sunglasses. I could hear Code from the back yelling that he was closed and to come back tonight. His place had an underground part to it, he used it for laundering money. Sometimes he stored drugs and guns down there for mob members. He was supposed to be a neutral party so all mob members found their refuge here. It was kind of like a place of sanctuary, you weren't supposed to fight here but it happened, more often than he liked it too. I made my way to the back where he was and saw him sitting at his desk. I knocked on the side of the door to get his attention. "I said we're closed" He repeated. He was still looking at his paper work on his desk. He looked stressed and annoyed so I closed the door and walked up to the desk. I slammed my hands down on the wood with enough force to shake it. He finally looked up at me. "Reconsider your tone towards me." I threatened softly. "Who are you?" I was still wearing my mask and glasses so I pulled my glasses off to show him my eyes. I looked him in the eyes as I pulled my knife out and held it to his neck. I had my gun on me but knives were more my taste anyway and Code knew that. He especially knew about the knife that I was holding, a gift he himself gave to me. Solid black except the details were in an almost neon green color. It was beautiful. "A ghost." I answered him. His eyes fell to the knife and then he looked at me far more serious than before. "Roo." He whispered. "Not anymore remember? You took care of that for me," I walked around the desk until I was on his side and I pushed his papers out of the way so I could sit on top of it. "Tell me Sungwoo, do you remember what I told you I'd do to you if anyone found out I was alive?" I asked. My voice was chillingly dark, it was the first time I really realized how much more different I was when I was in the mob versus when I was out. I had to keep that mentality in the back of my head other wise I wouldn't survive. Sungwoo looked at me with only slight fear in his eyes. He sighed and leaned back like he was trying to remain calm and show me he was unfazed. "I should've know you'd show up. I'm not surprised you got away, I told them you would." He said. He turned to his computer and logged into it to start working like the situation he was in wasn't that big of a deal. It was a very big deal and he knew it. There were rules even neutral parties had to follow and when they were broken, there were consequences for it. We were friends once, I'd like to think even now we were but even that couldn't stop what was coming. "Why don't you tell me who they were?" I said. He scoffed, "You don't know?" "If I did, would you still be using your hands?" "Who knows, maybe you've gotten softer over the past few years." I rammed the knife in his shoulder and he yelled in pain. I dug it in deeper giving him this menacing look. He missed the worst of the look because he was writhing in pain. How ironic that the knife he gave me to protect myself, would turn around and be used later to torture him. I left my face mask on and bent over so I was eye level with him. His hand gripped onto the arm of the chair. I looked him dead in the eye. "Some men dressed in black came to my house, shot it up and tried to capture me in the process. Now I would much rather be torturing them than you all I need is a name. Can you help me?" I yanked my knife out of he shoulder and he groaned loud in pain. His hand shot up to his arm trying to add pressure to the bleeding. I aimed my knife at his junk and said, "or do I have to start removing body parts?" "Damn it Roo! I didn't have a choice." He said through gritted teeth. I straddled his lap with a wicked smile behind my mask. I grabbed his neck, pressing on his Adam's apple to make him chock. He coughed and struggled to get me off his neck so he could breathe. His eyes were wild when he saw that glint in my eyes. The look of a killer that to pleasure in the kill, that enjoyed the intimacy of it because it was arousing to my soul. My hand slid to his other shoulder while I said, "Whether you had a choice or not wasn't the question." I stabbed him in the other shoulder making him cry out again. "I never was one for mercy." "You haven't changed a bit. Still the devil's apprentice." He said through gritted teeth. "I was always looking to one up my master. Now, do I have to keep this going or are you going answer my question. I truly don't mind working on somebody parts." "Fine! Damn it. I forgot you're not entirely patient either." I rolled my eyes at that but he wasn't wrong. I got off his lap and he groaned as he tried to pull himself up. The first stab wound was deep, I might've fucked up his shoulder really good but his right shoulder should've made a better recovery than the left. He looked up at me clearly upset but I did warn him, if he ever led anyone to me he was going to pay for it. There was still a lot more for me to do. I think he was trying to prepare for it in his mind because at the end of it all, I was still going to become the devil's apprentice. That realization was thrilling but it was scary, I took as much pleasure in violence and killing as the men who gave me my scar. No, that wasn't completely true. The violence was thrilling but the killing was...necessary. When I killed with a gun, there was no thrill unless it was a shoot out like yesterday. A normal hit was less fun but when it came to killing slowly there was something seductive about it being so personal. "I'm surprised you didn't recognize the men yourself." He said. "I was a little preoccupied with getting away from them." "You ran? That's not like you Roo." I punched him hard in the face splitting his lip in the process. I grabbed him by the hair and yanked his head back to look at him. "I was ambushed by a mob of them and because of what they did the secret service can crack down on me as well. So who was it!" I yelled at him. "The same people who gave you that scar on your back." He glared at me. So, it wasn't Changmo after all but chances are if they wanted me then they were trying to go after him. What the hell was he doing to spark all this madness? He even had Christian and Woo on his tail, what was he up to? "White Fang? What do they want with me? I thought all parties involved believed I died." I said. I was pissed because Code was the one to plan the fake death for me. Neither side was ever supposed to find out I was alive. I used my knife to slash a deep wound onto his chest. The wound was now beneath his slashed open shirt dripping blood, not enough to kill him but enough to send him screaming in pain. "Look in that bottom drawer." He said gritting his teeth. I knelt down to the drawer and opened it up. "The top file with the blacked out label." He instructed. I pulled out a green file folder, like he said, the label was blacked out. Inside where pictures of me with Young Woo, then pictures of me with Christian. I felt a little sick inside, they knew I was around those two but how did they end up finding me? There was even paperwork on Young Woo and Christian. They had Young Woo's criminal records as well. He even pictures of me going to the gym and studio. It looked like a stalkers album with me as the center of his obsession but I knew there was way more to it than a weirdo's fascination with me. I looked at Sungwoo who was still grabbing his left arm, the one in the worst pain. He didn't seem like he could add enough pressure because of the pain in his other arm not to mention the gash on his chest. "They came here looking for answers. Why the girl with the long brown hair and tattoo of an ox on her arm looks so much like a dead woman. Of course, everyone knows to come to me. If you hadn't noticed already they shot me in the leg." Code kicked himself back so that his chair would roll and I could see the bandage around his leg. He could've taken much worse. He seemed to give up information a little too easily. There was only so much he could take and killing him would cause more trouble for all the gangs than it was worth. He had a very valuable position and he only really disclosed information if he needed to. I knew there were somethings he would die for. The documents he had in the safe behind his wall, for example. The combination was locked inside his head, never written down, never told to another soul. I only knew of one document that was in there that Changmo had given him. Whatever else it contained was beyond me. "So what were they after?" I asked. "You're not going to even ask if I'm alright?" "I just stabbed you twice and opened a gash in your chest, does it look like I fucking care?" "Don't forget who nursed your nearly fatal wounds for weeks after you came back from them." I shoved my knife into his leg twisting it as he yelled in pain. I put my hand over his mouth and glared at his face. I could smell his blood, so fresh I could almost taste it on my tongue. I spoke to him with a rough voice, sounding very much like a demon. "Back then you didn't betray me. Criminals have no loyalty, it's a lesson I've had to learn way too many times from you people." He gave me a softer look despite me being the one to have to stabbed him. He looked almost compassionately towards me. My face stayed hard despite feeling bad about what I was doing to him. Like I said, I'd like to think we were friends even now. The rules were the rules and right now I was showing him more mercy than what the White Fang would show to him later when they found out he told me what I needed to know. "Like I said, I didn't have a choice. Who ever found out you were alive, found out when they were spying for White fang. I told you back then it didn't matter where you went or how much you tried to change this life will always come back to you. You knew that when you joined and you enjoyed it; why did you leave?" "You know why." "I know you miss it. There's a bloodlust in you that can't be satisfied. You have a thirst that can't be quenched. You live for this" He said. I didn't want to talk about that, I just wanted to focus on what I came here for. I stood up and pulled out my gun and cocked it back before I held it up to his head. I stared at him with still eyes, violent unforgiving eyes. Killing him wouldn't solve anything, he was prepared for the bullet even if he didn't know where it would go. He knew for a fact I wouldn't kill him, as far as the rules of engagement went, killing him started a whole new level of chaos I wasn't ready for. Sungwoo looked me in the eyes, ready for what was going to come next but I still had questions that needed answering. I'm sure he found me for them but I didn't know why they wanted me and why the hell did they want Changmo after everything that devil was capable of. "Did they tell you why they were looking for me?" I asked. "Outside of a long overdue mission to kill you?" I whipped him upside the head with my gun. A trickle of blood started to trail down the side of his head. He groaned a little in pain and then regained his composure; he looked up and he smiled, "They need you and I'm sure they'll propose a nice deal to you, provided you can keep your men at bay and give them everything they want." "You're not telling me what they want Code!" He was pissing me off with all the games. I punched at his face again, a few punches hard enough for my knuckles to swell and so did his face. One of his eyes closed and his lip seemed to split more. His jaw took the worst of my beating. The door opened and I pointed my gun towards it, seeing Christian walking in. "What the hell are you doing?" I asked upset. "We need to go, there's company on the way." He said "I'm not done yet." "Y/N." "I said I'm not done!" I snapped at him. He narrowed his eyes on me and I knew already he was recognizing the change in me. He looked from me to Code and saw his wounds, I had little bits of his blood on me and the gun I was now pointing back at his head didn't look any better. Their justification for killing was for the protection of the thousands of lives in the world. My justification for killing was survival or orders. Code was right, I lived for this. I didn't choose this by some random act of fate, I let myself get this deep. I wasn't afraid of White fang, their men were ruthless though and I had no desire to work with them but I couldn't very well kill everyone on my own. I looked to Code to finish the conversation. "Tell me what I need to know." "There's a plan that Changmo is enacting, one that you were around during its inception. A lot of key figures are involved." He answered. "How the hell did they find out about that? I never told them a thing." "People have loose lips and were willing to go through far less torture than you went through to stay alive. You choose to keep your mouth shut even when you were on the brink of death, that kind of loyalty should've been rewarded especially because that lack of loyalty is what got others killed. You have something they want Roo but if they capture you, they'll do worse than leave you with a permanent scar and memories that leave you haunted." He said "By giving them that information you've started a war we might not survive." He glared up at me as I put my gun away and grabbed my knifd. I leaned down to whisper in his ear, "They knew I was coming." "They did." He was staring straight at Christian. His face was hard and beautiful, much too perfect for the darkness of this world. I threw my keys to Christian, "Take the bike around back I'll meet you there." He didn't argue he just told me to hurry up. Once he was gone I stabbed Sungwoo a few times in non vital areas. If he looked like he gave up information easily, White Fang would take care of him. That was the price of being neutral party, he could deal with everyone but he also had to face the punishments of revealing information that was supposed to be kept to himself. Code bent over in pain and I wiped off the blade on his shirt. I left it on the desk almost like it was our version of a white flag. "Roo." He called after me as I was leaving the office. I stopped at the door. "Good luck." He said. I gave him a peace sault before I walked out of his office and made my way to the back door. I could hear the car engines coming in close. I put my glasses back on and made it out the back and hopped onto the bike. Christian took off at what felt like breakneck speed to get us back into the city. At this point, even the city wasn't safe for me. Things had gotten way more complicated than I would've liked. I thought everything over as we made our way back to the garage where we kept the bikes. Woo had arrived much later; he had been keeping a lock out closer to where the cars entered the red light district and had noticed the usual signs of a gangs arrival. I had changed my hair and grew it out from when I was with Changmo's gang. I got the ox tattoo much later so they couldn't have recognized me by those features but whoever was spying knew my face. That must've been the reason for Changmo showing back up all of a sudden and to be picked up on Christian and Woo's agency meant he was making really high stakes moves. When Woo met up with us, he looked to Chrisitian like he had some secret information for him and didn't know whether or not to tell him in front of me. I was looking at Christian myself, wondering if he saw me in a new light now or if he was waiting to see just how far I would go. Young Woo seemed to notice the tension between us and looked at me as if I was the cause of it all. I suppose it wasn't entirely false. "What happened?" Young Woo asked. "Ask her." Christian looked at me almost as if he wasn't sure he knew who I was anymore. I sighed, "A lot happened." "You've got more blood on your hands. Did you kill him?" Christian asked. "Whoa, what did you do Y/N?" Woo asked. "Relax, I didn't kill him. He was my friend-- in another life." "That's how you treat your friends?" Christian said. "There's a code of conduct each gang has to follow. He knew there was punishment coming for what he did." "But you're not apart of a gang anymore Y/N, right? What's going on with you?" Woo asked. I stood up annoyed. I wanted a drink and I wanted to leave. There was a very big part of me that just wanted to handle this on my own. I was combative at the moment. Sleeping with one of them might've calmed me down but when the situation came back I'd only become combative again. When I was working Changmo, we had an understanding. We could work together but our ways of working together were very similar. The only way I could work with these guys is if I was willing to work like them or they would work like me. The thing was, I wasn't going to survive playing by the book with them. I wasn't sure what I could do to keep the old me from resurfacing. She was already making a come back and if it wasn't for the gangs arriving as soon as they did I probably would've done worse to Sungwoo. Sungwoo would warn them that I was going to come after them. The only way to start that was to get help from my boys but I wasn't even sure they would talk to me. Woo and Christian would probably be against adding anymore criminals in this mix. I just let out a heavy breath and walked away from them but they followed, calling after me. "We're not done talking." Christian said "You two are welcome to babble on if you want but I'm not in the mood." "Y/N what's going on? You've been different ever since yesterday. You're acting different, like a-" Woo cut himself off. I stopped in my tracks and turned to look at him. "Like a what? Like a criminal? That's right because as far as you two are concerned that's who I am right." "We don't think that." Christian said. "Don't you? I can see it in your eyes and the two things I know about the both of you is that Woo you're all about your job, the rules the regulations, all of it and Christian, you're all about loyalty. You feel betrayed don't you. Not just from what you saw but what you heard." I said. Woo looked between the two of us and stepped towards me. I pulled my gun back out and held it up to him. My hands weren't shaking, they were still but the rush in my veins made my body feel like it was vibrating. "This is how you see me right? Bad girl with a gun? I promise you both I know how to use it and I very rarely miss. Being a part of the Changmo's mob fed into my desire for life, I didn't just value it more but I risked it a lot more. One fight after another, one body after another. That life is about kill or be killed so the only way I survive this is to go back to who I used to be. No mercy. Any sign of weakness will get all of us killed." I said "We know that you have to do what's necessary but don't lose yourself in the process. You live through this, we go back to our old lives." Woo said "Then you have to be willing to kill everyone." There was conflict in there faces but these mobsters had friends in high places. Changmo was the top one and if what Sungwoo told me was true then he was really about to open up an operation that would cause more chaos than what we could contain. Changmo had to die at the end of this, even if it got me killed I had to take him with me. I couldn't let him reach his goal. "Come sit down and just tell us what we need to know so we can create a plan." Christian said. I couldn't fight it anymore. He was right we needed a plan one that helped us achieve the ultimate goal but we had to agree on that goal. The only way I maybe able to get them to agree to that goal was if they agreed to kill Changmo but that also meant I had to eliminate the threat of White Fang. Even as I stood between them, I realized I knew one way to get them to back off of me and it was dangerous as hell. So I went back to the underground layer of the garage and took a seat at the round table we had sitting by the wall. Woo and Christian sat in front of me and I took a moment to collect my thoughts before I said, "Changmo has connections in the government, Moon Taeil is one of them." "The trade Commissioner?" Christian asked surprised. "Yeah. Taeil helps get shipments of drugs pushed through checks easily. Changmo works for him, except they hate each other. Taeil is too unpredictable and Changmo doesn't like the risk that he poses against him. During my last year with him, Taeil became ill. The media said he was sick but in truth, he was poisoned." "Please don't tell me you poisoned the trade commissioner." Woo said putting his hand to his face. "Kind of jumping the gun a little don't you think? Don't worry it wasn't me. Changmo did it as a warning for Taeil to keep up his end of the deal. Changmo had products coming in from all over the world and Taeil was advocating a bill to be passed to crack down on illegal trading while simultaneously trying to force Changmo to bring in more products. Taeil ended up enlisting the White Fang to take care of Changmo. However, The White Fang wanted Changmo's territory as well as some other information. They caused a distraction when we were out and in my attempt to protect Changmo I was captured--they tortured me for information." Christian covered his mouth while an expression of anguish on his face quickly turned into anger. His eyebrows narrowed down and as his hand lowered to his chin I could see his lips press together. His jaw was tight and I could tell he was really trying to hold back how pissed off he was because he had put it together. What he heard from Code, the white fang were the people that tortured me to almost near death. It made me feel loved by him and I wanted to smile but the memory of being tortured wouldn't allow me to. Woo looked at Christian then me, waiting for me to continue. Woo's expression was harder than Christian's; it made it hard for me to read his expression. "Taeil knew that Changmo was starting to work on something and he wanted the White Fang to take him out but the White Fang's leader wanted to know exactly what that was so they could use it as leverage if Taeil became a threat to them. It sparked a war between the two gangs which distracted Changmo from his goal for a while." "What was the goal though?" Christian asked. "You see there's a chain of command in Seoul. Changmo is a very influential and prominent mobsters but Taeil is far more influential. Taeil has Changmo keep the ADA and judges in check in turn they keep certain police chiefs in check and their corrupt cops as well, some he pays off others he sells drugs too. There are other politicians I heard were buying nights with prostitutes but I never knew who. Changmo wants to disrupt this system though. He was sick of Taeil's orders and during my last year with him he started formulating a plot, not just to remove Taeil from his position but to place someone else on top." "Just because he hated Taeil?" Woo said not convinced. I gave him a half hearted smile. "Don't you understand, by disrupting the chain of command and putting his men in place Changmo automatically because far more powerful than Taeil ever was. Changmo is a dreamer, he aspires to reach higher in his goals. He owns restaurants, bars; he's invested so much money into a record label he practically owns it. Changmo is obsessed with money and power and anyone who gets in the way of his plans will be eliminated. I don't know who Changmo has in place to replace Taeil but if he's starting to make his move now, Moon Taeil will be dead soon." I said Woo and Christian were silent for awhile. Perhaps they were wondering how in the hell their government system became so corrupt or how someone as young as Ku Changmo became so powerful. They underestimated him for one, just because he was young didn't mean he wasn't calculated. His ambitions spurred him on and a man with ambitions will stop at nothing to achieve them. I used to believe that made him interesting, inspiring even but now I know it makes him dangerous. He has nothing else he cares about, nothing he loves. Despite his need for loyalty among his men, it was troubling he had no loyalty for anyone but himself. Many times I risked my life to protect him and in his mind I was only doing what I was hired to do. Although, I can't say my attempts at trying to protect him were entirely noble but I was loyal to him. As Christian and Young Woo processed the information I gave them, I was thinking about how to disrupt the White Fangs facility. I knew my boys could help me with that and the thought of explosions and chaos was building adrenaline in me but also making me a little turned on. In order for me to do this though, I would have to get away from Young Woo and Christian. I looked at them and saw the dark expression on their faces. They looked grave as if they knew now they couldn't truly trust anyone. I wondered if they thought the same about me. Then I thought even deeper, wondering if they should trust me. I was already regressing slowly into the violent son of a bitch I used to be and I was already enjoying it so much that I really wanted more. My fear was that they would eventually notice that eagerness to be a disaster queen, to once again become the devil's apprentice. Would they notice it before I fully reverted back or would they be too late? I wondered even more, if I survived this, if I won....Would I truly be able to go back to my daily life with them? Would they be enough to satisfy this never ending need for a thrill or would I always deep down crave danger and chaos? "Let me ask you something, you've been with us for two years now; how long before we met where you out of Changmo's life?" Woo asked. "A year." "So why did it take him three years to start his plan?" "Because these things take time and Changmo can be patient when a plan requires it. Like I said, the war with White Fang was a bit of a distraction but he was still able to start putting people in place. Not to mention he needs his inside man to gain favor among the public and other politicians, it takes time to form bonds. His plan isn't something that just ends with Taeil. It's done in phases it expands through time. To be quite honest, cutting off the head of the snake won't stop the devil's plan. Changmo's influence is like an infection, it creeps in and slowly spreads from one person to the next; before you know it, you have an epidemic on your hands. I wouldn't be surprised if he had connections inside your agency as well." "Don't go there." Christian warned. I gave him a soft smile. I could see something in his eyes. A reflection of anger and confusion. He was wondering what to do next, they both were but there was something else lingering in his mind. I was almost positive I knew what it was too. He couldn't let it go, I wondered for a second how much it was on Woo's mind but at the moment I cared more about Christian. How deeply was he thinking about the scar on my back, the story behind it that I had hidden for so long and still they didn't know the extent of the torture I endured. Did he hate me or hate the Fang? Did he want revenge, was bloodlust flowing through his veins? The thought of that excited me, my well groomed ever so flawless lover, always so gentle and kind towards me becoming a violent man. I imagined the men that tortured me hanging up from the ceiling the way I was, me pressing the button that pulled them up higher and Christian working at their core like they were a punching bag. I imagined beads of sweat building and dripping down his body, the scent of man and blood in the air as he carved out pieces of their flesh and rubbed salt in their wounds. I took some sadistic pleasure in the imagery my mind created but these were things Woo would do. I saw Christian kill with a gun, with very little conviction but guns made killing impersonal sometimes. Knives made everything personal, up close in the face of a victim made the killing all the more sweet. Don't get me wrong it wasn't that I loved killing, it wasn't bloodlust like Code said. However, I prided myself in being good at what I did and a personal kill made my adrenaline pump so much faster. My body knew how to get its high: a shoot out, a boxing match, a chase, sex... I was able to get naturally high and I loved it. Christian told Woo to go to their headquarters to inform their boss of everything they learned. It was no surprise to me that Woo wanted orders on how they should proceed next. Woo asked Christian if he was coming with him but Christian used the excuse that he needed to stay behind to protect me. I would've argued against it but I could see the look in his eyes. Protection wasn't on his mind; it was the first time I saw my softer lover look so...dangerous. Woo left while jokingly telling us not to have too much fun without him. Christian stared at me in silence for a long time before he made his way towards me. Now positive Woo was gone, he caressed my cheek in his hand and crashed his lips against mine. Boss Squad: @royalpandajedi @Fromblue2u @Queenpandabunny @marrickej33 @BBxGD @Starbell808 @MelissaGarza @liyahboon Fans: @elishafisher @JaxomB @EXOahjummafan @StefaniTre @Yugykookie97 @dalenalw KISS Squad @BabydollBre, @QueenyCrossGene, and @BTSMicDrop Lip glosses @EXOahjummafan @Starbell808 @QueenPandaBunny @divanicola05 @MelindaL @MelissaGarza @yugykookie97
Mr. Perfect and Miss Anomaly Part 4 +19
I was in the kitchen cooking. I will admit that I am a bad ass unconventional woman, but I'm still a woman. I love doing some conventional things like cooking for my male roommates and sometimes washing their laundry. I was cooking some tacos since Jimin and Jungkook were begging for them. I was reflecting on the hot sex Namjoon...RM and I had in that art closet. I couldn't be all.these years it was him who was RM. So is RM really him or Mr. Perfect is really him? When he touches I don't..know..I just...it's like... I drift off as the aroma of seasoned beef filled my nose. Suddenly, I feel these strong arms wrapped around my waist and warm breath on my neck. "I know you and Namjoon are fucking." "Jungkook?!" I said while turning around. "I didn't think he was your type. But I guess I was wrong. What exactly is your type?" Jungkook said while running his hands through his hair. "Any guy who knows how to fuck and deal with my fucked up personality." I said while turning the temperature down on the stove. In reality I wanted to strong yet kind type of guy. Who loved himself so that he could love me. He would be intelligent, loyal, funny, loveable, strong, confident, and into the arts. Oh yeah and could make me come. But I'm a badass I can't let anyone know that. "Well what happened to us? We were fucking non stop and then you went ghost." Jungkook said while attempting to sneak a sample of the meat. I smoked his hand. "You really don't know?" Jungkook looked clueless. I shook my head. He really didn't know and to think I was pissed at him all these years for something he didn't even know he did. "That bitch Aura. You let her suck your dick when the rules were that you were mine. I was gonna forgive you until I found out that you went down on her." I began draining the meat. Jungkook was silent. He sighed and placed his hands in his the pockets of his sweats. I knew he was nervous. "Look I made a mistake. Aura wasn't even worth it. I'm sorry y/n. However, how did you find out?" "She recorded it and sent me the video. You know she secretly hated me and then you go and do that to her." Jungkook grabbed my arm looking me dead in my eyes. "Look baby...I..." Jimin and Namjoon busted into the kitchen. Jimin sneaking a piece of the chicken. He smiled and I smacked his butt. As we sat down to eat the guys eyes were full of happiness and hunger. I had plates of seasoned ground beef, sheered chicken, and shrimp. Homemade tortillas, chopped onions, cheese, and lime slices. "You all can make your own tacos. Dig in!" "Thanks so much!" Namjoon, Jungkook, Jimin, and Yoongi said in unison. "Too bad Hobie, Tae, and Jin had to go to study group. Imma take a picture to tease them." Jimin laughed. After eating and cleaning up I went to bed. As I feel asleep I recalled Namjoon and Jungkook having small talk on the balcony. I wonder what those two were talking about. Maybe Jungkook was able to use his charm to get the Art Club more funds. I got a text message from Namjoon he said to come home quick and that he had great news for me. I was excited hoping that our petition for more funds for the Art Club was approved. I just left yoga and was hoping the positive energy that I was putting out was coming back. We really needed the help and I would hate to see the Art Club die. It is a safe place for all types of people. I take my shoes off and then head to my room. Suddenly when I was about to close the door a strong force pushes me on my bed. I'm dumbfounded laying in my stomach with my ass up. Namjoon laughs and smacks my rear. I groaned at attempted to get up to smack him. But slipped and fell back on the bed. Namjoon sat on the bed and pulled me over his lap. He began spanking my ass while talking to me. "Ah so plump and firm...just like I like it." He groans. "Namjoon?! You know that's my weakness.." "I like big butts and I can't lie." Namjoon sings. He rips open my purple leggings. He rubs by womanhood. His thumb was coated with my juices. "You wet like this from a simple spanking?" Namjoon said. "Just fuck me already!" I demanded. KISS Squad @BabydollBre, @QueenyCrossGene, and @BTSMicDrop Lip glosses @EXOahjummafan @Starbell808 @QueenPandaBunny @divanicola05 @MelindaL @MelissaGarza @yugykookie97
Two dangerous Ch.4
Who: Reader x Monsta Woo ( Kim Young Woo) x Christian Yu What: Smut/ SPY AU Story: Just because I'm telling you this story, doesn't mean I'm alive at the end. Chapter Four In an instant, Christian had me up against the wall. His lips pressed hard against mine, his mouth covered my own in the harshest kiss he could bestow on me. He invaded my mouth with his tongue, stealing my breath from me. The heat between us rose as he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. I could feel his member hard and pressing against my sex wanting so desperately to penetrate me. He snatched off my shirt and as we kissed passionately, me holding his face in both my hands, his hands worked at my breast. His thumbs found my nipples hiding behind the bra and circled them, teasing them to rise. They pushed against the fabric swelling and aching to be touched, pinched and sucked on. Suddenly, he pulled his lips away from me, he looked me in the eyes with his hand caressing my neck. He set me on my feet slowly, the seriousness in his face making me feel like a child in trouble. "What did they do to you?" He asked. His hand snaked around my back, his fingertips effortlessly finding the large ugly scar on my back. His hands had traced that stupid scar hundreds of times it seemed. His mind had the image of it burned into him. He looked a little more compassionate now but he was still hard in his tone. "Tell me what they did to you." "It happened so long ago Christian-" "Tell me. You've kept this secret to yourself for so long. Tell me what they did to you." I sighed and pushed myself past him and took a seat. I let my mind go back to that time, as if I was stepping back into the body of Roo, reliving everything she went through.... everything I went through. "They started with waterboarding. That went on for an hour until they realized I wasn't going to say anything. So they decided to beat me up, they hung me from the ceiling, nearly pulled my arms out of my sockets and just beat the shit out of me like a punching bag. They asked me questions I refused to answer and then tried to hold me for ransom. Changmo refused, telling them to kill me if they had to." "What?" There was a growl in his voice. He was pissed, I couldn't be sure if it was because I got myself into that situation or because Changmo didn't back me up. "If I told them everything and I lived, Changmo would kill me. If I held my tongue, they would kill me so at the end of it all I was expected to die. They tried even more to get me to talk, they whipped me until I had gashes on my back. They tried stabbing me and rubbing salt in the wounds they created. I screamed for hours almost everyday they had me captive. Even after hearing Changmo tell them to kill me, I kept my mouth shut but it wasn't because of my loyalty to him. That had been shattered. What made me keep my mouth shut was that I was plotting. I knew I would get out of there. I wasn't sure how but I never resolved that I would die there. My anger and pain seeped into my bones and helped me hold on. It wasn't the whip that left the ugliest of scars though. It was the Cat-O-ninetails except they had altered it, braided it into one long tail that licked at my back. The sharp blades at the end of it dug into my skin and ripped it open. It was pure agony. That torture was the worse, there were times I passed out just because I couldn't endure it." He no longer stood behind me, he walked around the chair I sat in and bent down to kiss me again. He kissed me in a softer manner than before. I think he was hurt that all of that happened to me. I don't even remember crying when it happened, just screaming in utter anguish. Their questioning eventually became numb sounds in my ears, there were times I thought my heart would stop. My boys came to save me, they found out I was kidnapped and took me to Code. He took care of me until Changmo found out where I was. He took me back to his place, when ever I woke up he questioned me just as hard as the White Fang but I didn't hold anything back from him. I had worked for Changmo six more months before Code was able to help me devise a plan and new identity so that I could get out. "We are going to protect you but you have to be honest with us." Christian said. "Christian I need you to listen to me very closely," I reached up and cradled his head in my hands. I looked him deep in the eyes, I held him close to my face and with as serious of a voice as I could muster I said, "No matter what I do next you have to trust me." I could see questioning in his eyes and because I knew them both so well I knew that my pleading might only go over well with Christian. It wasn't just that they would see the worst of me but I was ready to make a deal with White Fang that would officially make me apart of the mob again. Whether or not he predicted that was what everything might come down to, I wasn't sure but I could see the caution in his face. Without promising me, he leaned in and captured my lips again, reaching behind me to unhook my bra. He laid me on top of the table we were at and yanked down my pants effortlessly. Christian brought his body over mine and trailed kisses softly down my body. The harshness of his passions had dissipated and he was back to my sweet lover. He opened my legs for him to slip through and dipped his head down to my sex. His tongue swiped along my lips, pushing through them like they were a barrier to reach the sensitive clit beneath. His arms wrapped around my legs as he devoured me, he licked me up like a feast. His tongue caressed and invaded my heat, he lapped me up like he was parched and he needed my sweet juices to quench his thirst. My hands went to my nipples, rolling them between my thumb and forefinger, pinching and pulling them while he sucked on my clit. Heavy lustful moans escaped my lips, he hummed deliciously into my core and I felt his teeth nibble at my skin. A surprised yelp escaped me, something I myself never heard. I looked down at him seeing him looking up at me at the same time. His eyes were dangerously dark, his mouth worked on me with pure skill sending me to heaven. His thumbs pushed into my hips as they rolled against the table. He stood up suddenly, unfastening his pants and pulling them down slightly to release his member. His hand came to my neck as he let his heat slide along my moistened lips. His hand slid down teasing my breast as his tip finally found my entrance and slid inside of me. He moved slow allowing me to feel every inch of him. Soft moans turned into deeper ones as he picked up his pace, pushing himself deeper inside of me. The table rocked beneath me and my breast bounced as my body was moved by his thrusting. I felt the heat in me rising, surging through my body but I wanted so much more. His strong hand was gripping my waist, I grabbed onto his forearm feeling the flexed muscle. I sighed into the rhythm of his fucking, my hair spread out across the table. I used my fingers to comb through it. As I tried to lean myself on one arm, he came over my body still pumping at an even tempo trying to keep me down. His lips found mine again, his tongue forcing my mouth open to kiss me. The taste of my juices lingered on his tongue and he let me enjoy the flavor of it with his deep kissing. The sounds alone were seductive and intoxicating. I pulled on his hair until he took his other hand and wrapped it around my hip. He pulled my butt up high and he rammed into me so hard I cried out. He held himself inside me while my walls contracted around him, trying to get used to him being in me. It felt like my core was trying to suck him in deeper. I shuddered under him feeling like I was going to break. "I'm going to cum." I moaned. He lifted me up from the table, he slid out of me and turned me around tilting me at the hip. My hands planted themselves on the table and I felt him enter me again. His sex stabbed up inside of me, demanding me to go crazy. I wanted to drown in his arms. As he took me from the back, I felt his hand graze over the scar, something he hadn't done since we first slept together. I reached back to stop him but he grabbed my arm and he pressed his chest against my back all the while still moving in me. "I love you Y/N. Scars and all." He said in the sexiest fucked out voice. His tone was deep and delicious, thick with dominance. My head felt hazy, I felt high almost. "Christian-- I'm coming." I warned him. He bent me over more, grabbing my hands and pulling them behind me, ridding me like a horse and my hands were the reigns. My breast pressed against the cold table and my back arched. One powerful stroke sent waves of pleasure surging through my body making me wiggle and writhe beneath him. I cried and squirmed while white flashed in my vision. Christian kept moving, making my orgasm last longer than I could handle. My head rushed leaving me a little dizzy and soon I felt him release his passions inside of me. Christian leaned over me, I felt his shirt against my back. The fabric of his shirt felt soft against my skin, almost relaxing me. "Whatever you have to do Y/N," he turned my head so I could look him in the eyes, "come back to us." I smiled softly at him and ran my fingers through his hair. "There's no one else in this world that I love more than you and Woo. I'll come back to you, both of you." I went to collect my clothes to get dressed. Christian cleaned himself up and pulled his pants back up. As I put on my bra and started to slip my shirt over my head, I said, "Just remember what I said," I looked over my shoulder back at him. "Whatever comes next-- you have to trust me." I walked over to the stairs making my way up to the upper part of the garage. I took the black Maserati and headed out to the north district. The boys were from my days in the military. We were in the same unit, they were also the ones to rescue me when they found out I had been taken. It was Code Kunst that alerted them when it happened, which is why they took me to him to recover after they rescued me. They were the best army of two I knew and they took out the White Fangs unit with no problem. They were also big bomb fanatics, at least JL is. I didn't let them know I was alive, we've been out of contact for three years since I was legally declared dead. When we were in the military, we called ourselves oxes. We were head strong and raced toward challenges. We weren't afraid of shit. I walked up to their apartment building, I forgot how nice it looked. I made my way through the back using some lock picking trick I learned when I worked for Changmo. I let my hair cover my face and kept my jacket on so that I blended right in with everyone else in the building. I made my way to their apartment door. I knocked on it and the door cracked open, I looked up slightly from behind my hair. Maybe I looked like the bitch from the grudge because he gave me this weird ass look. He couldn't see my whole face anyway, I was wearing my face mask again. The faint smell of smoke escaped from behind the door. "Who are you?" He said. I showed him my gun without a word and he sighed frustrated and moved back. I held it up a little higher to him when I walked through the door. He pushed his cigarette into the ash tray before he held up his hands. I just chuckled and removed my face mask while putting my gun away. "You're such a pussy." I said. "Roo?" He said surprised. He stared at me shocked for a moment and then quickly hugged me. I laughed, "Hey Rick." I said. Rick Lee was thick, he had broad shoulders and he had a deliciously deep voice. He pulled away to look me in the face chuckling himself, "I told JL your ass didn't die. You're like a fucking terraformer roach, you're too hard to get rid of." I rolled my eyes while I laughed at him for using an anime reference. He wrapped his arm around me and walked me into the living room calling out for JL. JL left his room looking annoyed as to why Rick was yelling for him until he saw me. He looked at me like he couldn't believe it. I was really alive. He looked like he was half considering that I was a ghost he was seeing. He walked up to me reaching out slowly until he touched my shoulder and when he was finally sure that it was the absolute truth, that I wasn't some ghost coming to haunt him but the real Yong Roo alive and well, he wrapped his arms around me tight. I smiled as I could hear the heartbreaking happiness in his voice, "You're alive." He said in disbelief. "Hey John...I've missed you." I said. He released me from his embrace and I saw him wipe his eyes. He didn't like showing his emotions too much but sometimes it was easier for him to show his than Rick. Rick tried to keep up his facade until no one else was around. We sat down on the couch, Rick sitting next to me while John sat in his computer chair in front of us. They wanted to know what happened and why I waited three years to show up again. I explained to them the plan me and Code made for me to get out of Changmo's grasp. I wanted to leave without the hassle from either one of the gangs. Though they were still upset that I hadn't told them my plan they understood why I had to do it. I also had to explain to them that not only did I have a new identity but the White Fang discovered I was alive and tried to capture me again. This time I was going to take the fight to them. "Please tell me-" JL started. "Yes, we're going to need bombs John." He cheered happily and we laughed. "We're also going to need guns, lots of guns." I said. If they were girls they would've squealed. Their grins were wide thinking about all the action that was about to go down. Before I could inform them of the plan, they started questioning me about my life the past three years. When I told them about Christian and Woo, they weren't surprised I had two boyfriends but they were surprised that they were both spies. Even more, they wanted to know why I was attempting to pull off this deal with the White Fang when they were more than likely opposed to it. It was the reason I told Christian he had to trust me. Things were going to get a bit shaky and if all went as planned, I might be able to go back to my normal life. I wasn't lying to them though; in order for this to all end, everyone had to die. Everyone that would come back to get revenge had to be removed. The only one that could get away was the leader of the White Fang and in order for that to happen, he would have to agree to our deal. "I'm glad you're alive." John said. I smiled, "You didn't think I'd be that easy to get rid of did you?" He shrugged, "Never know with these gangs. I told you not to get mixed in with their mess, especially Changmo." He wagged his finger at me but I could only roll my eyes. A smile crept up on my lips just afterwards. I left my phone at the house and since we hadn't gone back to the place yet, I was without a way to communicate with Woo and Christian. On one hand that was good because they wouldn't be able to track me. I was damn sure they had away to do that even though they never told me. The problem was that when Rick and John took their places I wouldn't be able to contact them. John went and pulled out something from a drawer and stuck it on my jacket. "Camera?" I asked. "Tracker, just incase your bull headed self gets kidnapped again." He smiled as he pushed his finger into my forehead. I swatted his hand away and I told them my plan. They brought all the supplies they had in their apartment to me and then we headed out to get the rest of the supplies. Rick gave me a burner phone he had, he told me he kept it on hand for emergencies but I was slightly wondering if there was another reason why he had one. I could never really tell with him. We had separated for some time and I waited for them to send me a text on where they were. I wanted to text Woo and Christian but I thought it wasn't the best thing to do at the moment. I made sure my guns were loaded, my knives were on me and the feeling of Chaos started to stir my blood. I felt like a chain reactor about to blow. Rick sent me the text that he was in place, John sent me the same a few minutes later. Our locations were dispersed, they were no where near where I was. There was another location that held the White Fangs members, money and drugs in it. I gave them the go ahead to blow the place apart, anyone they saw alive, the were to kill them on sight. I waited to watch the White Fangs men jump in their cars and drive off. I knew their leader was still inside, well guarded but his larger numbers were spreading out and that was all I needed. There was a side door that I used as my entrance. I slowly made my way through the hall checking before I turned every corner. I had a silencer on only one of my guns. For the most part, I suspected I would use my knives more than anything else. I was about to turn a corner when I heard some feet coming, I stepped inside an unlocked door. The room was abandoned and I waited for them to pass. There were three men from what I could hear. They were talking about the explosion Rick and John caused. They heard the place was under attack and it seemed like there was a group attacking. Others had been sent out to guard the other warehouses. The plan was coming along smoothly. I was hoping Rick and John could get out of there as soon as possible. They had to wait a little bit to see if anyone was still alive but considering the bomb JL had in mind and the size of the wearhouse I was sure they could clean the place out quickly without a hitch. They just couldn't get caught by the cops and even more they couldn't get caught by the White Fang. I snuck out of the room I was in, watching my six as well as my front to make sure no one was surprising me. I turned another corner, I was getting closer to my destination. I made a noise to draw one of the men away. As he headed down the hall and turned, I hid myself half way in a shadow. He approached slowly and I listened, counting his foot steps until I stepped out holding my gun to his face. He stopped dead in his tracks. I put my finger to my lips as I closed the space between us. I smiled at him and reached up to his face like some temptress looking for a kiss. It was distracting enough for me to shoot him in the leg and he groaned in pain, falling to the ground. He tried to reach for his gun but I was already on top of him, knife out and I jammed it in his throat. The guards called out asking if he was okay. There was silence waiting for an answer. His blood gurgling in his throat was all the answer he got. I could hear the foot steps coming to check on him as they asked if he found anything. I moved back into my spot, listening to see if anyone else was coming. I checked behind me just to make sure no one else was there. Someone called the guy's name just as he was getting closer. I watched as his head hadn't turned yet to see his fallen comrade on the floor dead and blood pooling from his throat to paint the ground. He looked like he was trying to understand the silent communication of his other partner. I looked back for a second noticing a camera and cussed to myself. They must've seen me but it didn't matter I was close enough to my destination to fight my way through. I shot at the man. He had turned in time to see both me standing with my gun and the man I had killed but it wasn't enough time to react. My bullet ran straight through his chest and he fell but it wasn't any place vital. I saw him lean up from the floor and raise his gun to shoot at me. I took cover behind the wall quickly and heard other foot steps coming. I bit my lip with another curse and turned the corner quickly to get a kill shot. More bullets whizzed past me, just missing my head and shoulders that were poking out form behind the corner. The firing ceased for a moment and the men took small steps toward me. I disappeared more into the shadows making sure the camera could no longer see me. I had my knife ready in one hand while I had put my gun in my holster. One suit turned the corner and I came at them, chopping them in the neck and pushing their hand with the gun out of the way. I kicked at their abdominals sending them back into the wall and I threw my knife at him. It hit him right in the shoulder. I felt some sort of triumphant victory from that. The adrenaline pumped in my veins like a car on the race track. My heart beat was like thunder in my chest as the excitement of fighting and shooting once again awakend the woman I used to be. Roo was alive and well and they were about to know the full extent of my wrath. I pulled out my gun, two shots to his chest and one to his brain. Blood spattered on the concrete wall behind him along with brain matter and the lights in the hall started flashing red. I wondered if it was the guards that sounded this alarm or if it was Him. Without haste, I stepped out form the corner but the other man that was with him wasn't to be seen. I figured he was making the same move that I did so I took one of the smaller flash grenades Rick gifted me witg and tossed it so it landed near him. I jumped behind the other corner and I could hear the man say "oh shit" just before I covered my ears and the bang went off. I won't lie, the sounded echoed through the hallway and startled my senses enough that it was going to take a moment for me to truly hear well. I hurried past my corner and to the next one seeing the guy stumbling down the hallway, the hand with the gun was pushed to his ear in pain. I shot him in the back and hurried up to him. He was still crawling and as I got to him I pulled out the knife, slitting his throat to make sure he was truly dead. I could feel the shift in my mentality as I headed further into the lion's den. I thought about how stupid his soldiers were; they needed better training and at the same time I enjoyed the thrill of infiltrating such a dangerous gangs realm. I headed up the steps and into another hallway, another shoot out descending upon me with way more soldiers. I ended up in a fight with two of them. One of them caught me from behind and I pushed up using them as leverage to kick the other. I stepped on the foot of the one holding me and jerked my head back so hard I'm pretty sure I broke his nose. I pulled out my other glock and shot him in the head. As the other one came back, he kicked the glock out of my hand and he held his gun up at me. I smiled at him and held my hands up. He stepped up to me cautiously yelling to the others that he had caught me. He was a little premature in his victory to say the least. As he reached out for one of my hands, I grabbed the wrist of the hand holding the gun. I pushed his arm up and kicked him in the balls. He let go of me when he shielded his junk and I grabbed him by the hair and kneed him in the face. He was able to capture my ankle as I swiped it for another kick but he had dropped his gun in the process. He yanked my leg and twisted me until I fell on the ground. The footsteps of the other soldiers started to close in. They were coming in quick like a stampede. I pushed up on my hands and donkey kicked him in the face. I quickly stood up and turned, kicking his gun to the side. I moved with the speed of a cheetah bringing out my other gun and shooting him in the head. By now, I was literally covered in the blood of my enemies. The other soldiers caught up, I counted four and they opened fire. I ran for cover. I felt the hot graze of someone's bullet along my thigh and my side. As if getting shot on the side again wasn't already annoying, I found myself in a dead end. The grazes weren't enough to deter my movement but as they came after me I had to use the small space to my advantage. I pulled my gun out with the silencer and ducked under a small hail of bullets from one of the front shooters. A quick movement landed a bullet in his throat and he dropped to the ground. I was slapped in the face by the medt soldier, and I stumbled back over the dead body. I hit the back wall and as the guy came for me I tried to shoot him but my gun had already been emptied by my previous shoot out in the other hallway. I dropped the gun quick catching his hand. The gun pointed to my head but I tilted it to the side. The bullet hit the wall behind me, there was a terrible ringing in my ear. I pushed on his pressure point and used the bottom of my palm to hit his nose. He grabbed my other hand and twisted it. I stomped on his foot and head butted him again. With my free hand I took out one of my other knives and pushed it into his gut. While he was writhing in pain I grabbed his gun and loaded his body with bullets. As this fight went on, I only realized for a slight second that my body was reacting as if I were on autopilot like I was some character in a game and someone else was controlling my movements. I shot the last man without hesitation and collected two of the guns from the fallen bodies. I headed for the main office. They saw me coming and three more men came out, guns blazing. We were at odds with each other and the ones that were left in the office closed the door to secure the room for their leader. I quickly shot at them, moving from one corner to the next avoiding bullets as best as I could. I shot at the light and sparks fell down on them giving me a moment to shoot at them. I shot the one on the left in the arm. The other on the right was hit on the chest. I quickly whipped the one in the middle with the gun and he fell to the floor. The left soldier pointed his gun at me from the floor. I kicked the gun away in time and shot him in the head. The middle man grabbed me from behind, his arms wrapped around my neck to choke me out. I struggled with him turning juus around just as the right soldier started coming towards me. I jumped and kicked him with both feet and the force from the push sent both the soldier in front t and the soldier holding me stumbling. Still clutching onto me, the soldier tripped onto the one I already killed and I elbowed him in the gut. The soldier in front aimed at me and I moved just in time so he ended up committing friendly fire. The soldier behind me was now dead and I sprinted towards the one in front knocking the gun out of his hand. He knocked my gun out of mine and we went at it fist to cuffs. He blocked my punches, right and left. We swung at each other furiously but with control. We were both obviously trained fighters and honestly he seemed much better than me. His defense was incredible. He blocked a round house kick with his arm. He extended with his left, his knuckled bearing down in my chest. I lost my breath for a second stumbling back. I took a deep breath guarding myself for another fight with him. The side of my lip was bleeding but I couldn't remember where the wound came from nor did I care. I licked the blood away and we came after each other again. He swung with his right and I leaned back avoiding it. I snapped by body back up right punching him square in the jaw. Again a barrage of punches went back and forth between us, he punched me in the gut I hit him in his ribs a few times. We created distance again and we were both panting. The blood in my veins were on fire they burned with a passion. Fury was ignitied in me in a way I hadn't felt for three years. I was turned on but it wasn't a purely sexual feeling it was something on an entirely different level. I felt electricity in my body and every nerve in me seemed alive and wiggling. I smiled feeling impassioned by the fight however my ultimate goal was right behind that door and I didn't have time to waste. I stood up straight dropping my guard and waited for him to make his move. He looked at me confused and then his eyes shifted to a gun not to far away. I smirked at him and he moved to get the gun. I quickly moved in the same direction and when he turned around I had caught him right in the stomach, my hand pushing his up so the gun didn't face me if he did pull the trigger. I yanked the knife to the side while it was still impaled in him and he started bleeding out more, his blood covering my hands more than his other fallen comrade. I was covered in death and I watched as the floor bleed red with his life leaving him. The thin trail of blood slipping out from the corner of his lips as he drew his last breath and the slight satisfaction I got from watching it happen made me earn the damn name: the devil's apprentice. I grabbed the other guns on the floor and shot at the lock then kicked the door in. I didn't hesitate, I just shot his two body guards. One was hit in the arm the other I got in the chest. I walked over to the one I shot in the arm and unloaded the gun in him. I went to the other and stabbed him in the eye. I allowed him to writhe in agony for a little as I stared at their leader. The boss that had issued the capture of me once again. Perhaps he didn't learn from the last time, when I killed every last man that tortured me in cold blood. He watched as I bent down and shoved the knife into his stomach and cut all the way up revealing his organs. His life slipped from him painfully slow and I smiled sinisterly at the man I hated so much. "I should've known all along," he said, "no one can kill the devil's apprentice." I stood up and walked over to the desk. I sat down and placed my feet up with the gun facing him. Shin Dong gab, boss of the White Fang and Taeil's new little pet. We were about to make a deal and if he refused his body was going to drop to the floor full of led. The smile I wore with the blood of his men standing my hands, clothes and some of it splattered on my face I was sure made me look very much like a demon. His face was hard and he stared at me waiting for me to speak. "We have some things to discuss Dong gab." I said. And just like that, Roo Yong had returned.... 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Two dangerous Ch.5
Who: Reader x Monsta Woo ( Kim Young Woo) x Christian Yu What: Smut/ SPY AU Story: Just because I'm telling you this story, doesn't mean I'm alive at the end. Chapter Five "Here's the thing, we wouldn't be in this situation if you had just looked the other way when you found out I was alive but clearly you just couldn't miss the sweet opportunity to try and capture me again." I said. He stared at me while my gun stayed aimed on him. My tone was icy cold and yet there was some flicker of amusement in it. He looked deeply displeased with the situation but he knew I was telling the truth. Had he left well enough alone, we wouldn't be here right now. Woo and Christian would probably be fucking me and be none the wiser to my bloody past. Now, he had reawakened a demon that was staring him in the eyes and very much wanted devour his soul. "So here's the deal. You and me are going to work together to get rid of Changmo in the same instance Taeil will be killed as well freeing you from all his ties." "What makes you think I want Taeil dead? I get a great deal from him." "Moon Taeil is an annoying problem, not just to Changmo but to your gang as well. As long as he's in his position, he'll do nothing but issue orders to you and, when you become a problem, he'll have you killed. By getting rid of him, you'll be able to move your own men in the same direction. You'll have unlimited control. The deal: I help you get rid of the people interfering in your business and in exchange, I get back to my life. Not Yong Roo's life, the one you disrupted, Y/N Jackson's life and you have to do a cease fire with the other gangs." He laughed, "A cease fire? What makes you think anyone will be willing to do that?" "Well, with Changmo out of the way his gang will need to reestablish who's boss and get all their affairs in order, will there be any time for a gang war? The fact of the matter is killing Changmo won't necessarily mean that his gang dies with him. They'll be in disarray as the next man comes to take his seat. Offering a cease fire would mean that you all can negotiate terms without any further blood shed. Not to mention if you can get all the mob bosses together for a meeting, there will be no need for violence. Changmo won't be the kingpin, you will be. This will allow the police to look the other way while you all get back to business. You'll need to have your own men infiltrate the systems, police officers, ADAs, judges. You have influence but not the way he does, it's time to change that. I would suggest setting up a meeting place for negotiations. Han's Seoul would be perfect, just amp up security." He laughed again like the suggestion of Code's place was appropriate. Changmo had his claws in the shop but like I said, every gang came to Code because he was a neutral party. The problem was, even though the fighting wasn't supposed to happen, it did. I doubted that was where his reservations lied. "You think we would trust your friend to something so important." He gave a stale chuckle. I cocked an eyebrow, "My friend? You must be mistaken, Code and his business are neutral territory. Not only do all of you already deal business together there but he holds secrets for all of you. Code is smart enough to know if the stakes are risen high enough then he'll have to enforce the rules a lot more than he is now. Things are going to change Dong gab. Embrace that change, control it if you have to. With Changmo gone, you could reclaim the title of badass mob boss." "Let me ask you then, who would be the one that delivers the final blow to Changmo?" I smiled, "Let's just say which ever one of us gets to him first." "And if I refuse?" "Do you really believe you have a choice at this point? If you don't do it I'll kill you right now, I'll burn this place to the ground and my men can destroy what remains of your warehouses." I could tell he was biting the inside of his lip. He was annoyed and that amused me. He was starting to see the situation he got himself in; to think, only three people caused so much chaos. My phone buzzed from a text, I knew it was either John or Rick. I looked at it and saw that Rick was telling me they were at the next location. I grinned and looked at Dong gab, "Well, looks like you've got thirty seconds to decide what you want to do or I send the order out to blow up the wearhouses." I said. I made a ticking noise with my teeth. He glared at me but a grin only grew on my lips even more. I gave him the full thirty seconds and said, "Well, fine with me." I raised my gun at him and aimed but before I pulled the trigger he said, "Fine! -- You have a deal." I grinned, "Good." I texted Rick back to tell him to blow up the wearhouse anyway just so I could make sure that Dong gab understood I was serious. We started formulating a plan on how we would work together to take down Changmo. I needed to go back to Woo and Christian to find out what they knew about his next moves. At the same time, Dong gab was tasked with getting information from Taeil. He didn't need to know that we were in cahoots with each other even if it was for a small period of time. I would go back to Code to explain to him what his new role would be as soon as everything was formulated. I was sure even Dong gab saw the benefit in avoiding gang wars from now on but he didn't want to give in so easily. I think he failed to realize that I wasn't going to tell any one that we made the deal. I didn't like him and I didn't want to be in the mob anymore. Christian wanted me to come back, he expected me to return as the person I was. I only hoped I could. "How will we communicate?" Dong gab asked. "You can call my cell, considering we've reached an agreement, I should be able to go home without the worry of your men trying to kidnap me again. Besides, I assume your men will be busy gathering information and cleaning up the ashes of your wearhouses." I hopped up out of the chair and went to the dead body of his guarded soldier, the one I stuck my knife in. I took back the knife that was still shoved in his core and wiped the blood off on my pants. I saluted a goodbye to him; he called after me asking what my number was. I told him to look it up. I quickly headed down the stairs and out of the building. I found the Maserati and drove back to the house. I found my phone but called John on the burner phone, "Listen, would you guys be able to help me out still?" I asked. "Of course, what do you need?" John asked. "I need you to get me the files on any new politians in the last five years. Anyone lobbying for trade commissioner, new ADA's, national assembly members and I need their background." "I take it your meeting went well." "As well as can be expected. I need to move quick though, Dong gab agreed to the deal but if everything doesn't go down the way it should I could be opening the gates of hell right in Seoul city." "I see the urgency. I'll get a call to my contacts and get the information as soon as possible." "Thanks John." "Oh and Roo- it was good seeing you again." I smiled on the phone but didn't respond. I'm sure he already knew that I was happy to see him and Rick again. I told him goodbye and hung up the phone, then texted the guys to come back home so we could talk. I went to the bathroom after shedding my clothes and turned on the water. I stood under the steaming water and watched the red on my hands stream down the tub and to the drain. Flashes of the bodies of soldiers I killed under the violent red light in the cool hallway passed my mind. I could smell blood, I could taste it on my tongue. There was only more to come, more death, more chaos. I felt like the mistress of the two. I looked at my hands, I stared at them long enough and noticed they were starting to shake. The motion was subtle but I could see it. Adrenaline was still pumping in me or rather it died down and came back as the memories flooded my brain. In the back of my mind, I always knew I couldn't out run my past. I changed my patterns, my looks, my hobbies. I dated two of the most secure men I knew but it wasn't enough to hide form it. Ironically enough, it wasn't even Changmo that found out I was alive and I was in one of the most crowded places in Seoul. It was easier for me to blend in than it was for me to fade out but it wasn't enough. The flashes went through my mind again with the sounds of bullets and even the flash grenade I used ringing in my ears. It echoed in my mind and I both enjoyed it and hated it. This would end with a show down with me and Changmo, I was always aware of that but I was determined to be the winner. Dong gab's question kind of lingered in my mind, which one if us would get to kill Changmo? I wanted it to be me to deliver that final blow, to look him in the eyes when I finally killed him. I wanted him to know why he had to die: a life for a life. After washing up, I started cutting my hair. It wasn't as short as it was when I was running with Changmo's gang. Back then, I had one side shaved down and I kept my hair color a flaming red. I went to my emergency kit and pulled out the hair dye I had bought for emergencies. There was bleach in there and I went ahead and started dying my hair blonde. Young Woo came in just as I was blow drying my hair. He must've saw my clothes because, as he hurried to the bathroom calling my name, there was alarm in his voice. I turned to look at him and he stopped dead in his tracks as he saw my long strands of brown hair on the bathroom floor. I was standing there in my black bra and underwear with the blow dryer in my hand; he was able to see the new graze I got which was a lot shallower than the first one. "What happened?" He asked. "I took care of a problem." I said. I passed by him as I left the bathroom and sat on the bed. I ran my fingers through my now dry blonde hair. "Are you alright?" He asked. I sighed and leaned back on the bed feeling the smoothness of the sheets. For some reason, the thread count awakened my body like it was the first time I had felt the softness of these sheets. I was less confused and more enthralled with the sensations. I snapped up and smiled at him. He looked at me oddly and I descended the bed to walk up to him. I pushed up on my toes to reach for his neck and wrapped my arms around him. I tried to kiss him but he pulled me back and looked me in the eyes like he was examining me. His eyebrows were low and his lips were in that sexy pout, it was such a salacious look to me. I smiled at him with a little chuckle, "What?" "You didn't answer my question." "What question?" "Are you okay?" He asked again. He set me down on the bed and I gripped onto his shirt and pulled him close to me as I leaned back again, "I feel fantastic!" I purred. My mouth crashed into his and I pulled him onto me. His hand slid over my grazes softly but he moved like he was trying to free himself from me or maybe he was fighting his own desires. I giggled as he got up but he looked less amused. "Why did you cut your hair?" He asked. "I needed a new look." "Are you drunk or high?" I hummed, "Not drunk but perhaps high." I placed my hand to my heart, the tempo was fast like the beating of a drum. I smiled; I felt new. I wasn't pissed off anymore I was excited. Even though I had made the deal to go back to my new life, it was thrilling to be involved in this mess. Maybe Code was right, maybe I really did live for it. I sat up on my knees to look Woo in the eyes and then I stood up on the bed. My hands trailed over my body like I was doing a little seductive dance while I touched myself. My hands squeezed my breasts and slid over my thighs. I felt high off the adrenaline, off the rush of dopamine and serotonin mixing in me like a delicious serum, a potion that was purely intoxicating. I beckoned him to me with a finger so he would come closer. He put his hands in his pockets with a sigh, "I think we need to talk about Changmo and what the agency decided." "I don't care what your agency decided." "Didn't we agree to work together?" I stepped off the bed and walked over to him, my hands slid up his chest. "I don't remember agreeing to that." I teased. My two fingers crawled over his shoulder and he grabbed my arms and yanked me away from him. He lowered himself until his eyes were in line with mine. I smiled at him mischievously and he looked at me utterly confused. Perhaps he was wondering why I wasn't taking this seriously. I wasn't taking it seriously because I was utterly turned on. That was always the trigger for me and Changmo hooking up. After a mission, my blood would be pumping so much that I wanted nothing more than to jump his bones and right now that's what I wanted to do to Young Woo. "What the hell is going on with you? Why did you call us here; I thought you were in trouble and here you are playing around." "Okay one, you took way to long to get here if you thought I was in trouble. Two where the hell is Christian and three I told you I took care of it. The White Fang wouldn't dare to attack us here again. Not if they know what's good for them." "Y/N--what did you do?" He asked. I grinned, "I became the devil's apprentice again." He stood up straight and looked at me like he couldn't believe what I was saying. He knew exactly what I meant by that without me having to explain the title. He put all the pieces together and now he seemed to really understand the person I used to be. Roo was shinning through me and only a little of Y/N was remaining. I felt like a completely different person. The thrill of fighting against so many people, my life at risk again; I felt alive. I also felt energized and I needed a way to filter it out. I was excited body and mind; I just wanted to release it all. "Y/N." He called me cautiously. I was fidgeting, dancing in the room and I turned my head to see him when he called me. I smiled and hummed an answer. He looked like he didn't even know me so I decided to remind him. I quickly grabbed him and pushed him to the bed. I crawled over him and ripped his button up shirt open. Buttons popped and flew to the window and rattled on the floor as they landed. I licked up his exposed chest moving slowly with those long licks. His stomach sinking like it was trying to flee the warm trail I was making. He gave into me as I straddled the side of his face and pushed my panties to the side. He started to lick up my core, long strokes of his tongue greeted my lips below and I felt the heat inside of me rise. My body reacted like he had turned on a switch and I was already wet from the previous excitement I had had when I was killing off Dong Gab's soldiers. I could hear him lick, the wet smacks reaching my ears and my hands grabbed my clothed breasts. I whined and rolled my hips along his face. I sank down on him then gasped at the feeling of his tongue pushing inside of me. I nearly screamed, my legs shook and I ran my fingers through his hair. I suddenly got the idea to suck him off while he ate me out. I popped off of him and turned so my face was by his groin. I felt his tongue come back to me, licking furiously like he meant to devour me. Once he was released from his boxers I engorged myself with his sex, my mouth watering at the taste of his slightly salty skin. He had a manly smell but it was also dirty and it turned me on more. It seemed like we were at a competition with each other as I sucked on him hard. His tip was teased by my tongue while his tongue flicked my clit. I moaned on his dick while my hips wiggled above his face. I tried to ride my sex along his face feeling like I was racing to a finish line. Some part of me wanted to reach that high first the other half wanted me to get him there first. He flipped us over, now lost in the passions of our sucking. He drove his hips deeper into my throat and, even though I made gaging noises, I didn't attempt to flee him like I normally did. I drowned in his taste, allowed my saliva to coat him while his fingers pushed past my lips into my core and hooked up. My heart was a drum beating harshly in my ears. Just as easily as he had flipped us, he pushed up on his knees and freed his throbbing heat from my mouth. He turned until he was facing me, flipping me on my stomach and ripping my panties off my buttocks. He laid me flat on the bed and slid inside of me from behind. He pushed into me deep and hard knowing just how I liked it. He reached for my head, his large hand grabbing me by my neck from behind. Luscious moans filled the room, mine coming in tune with his to create a chaotic harmony. I wasn't sure if he noticed the sound of the door opening but I had and I was sure it was Christian coming in. I felt Woo's body come down to me, his chest pressed up against the ugly scars on my back. He didn't care, he questioned them once when he saw them but never asked again. My scars didn't bother him. I don't think they bothered Christian either I think he just wanted to know who had hurt me. I think he wanted to know so he could do something about it but I had already killed them all. I felt like a demon rising from the underground taking mad pleasure in humanity's sins. The dominance of Woo was something I fell in love with. His seriousness, his angry pout, all of it was something for me to get lost in. The door opened and Christian stood at the threshold watching us with slightly entranced eyes. There was a soft glimmer of lust in them but there was something over powering the passion in his pants. Woo turned my top half a little while he continued to thrust himself powerfully inside of me. He leaned down to kiss me hard. His lips were harsh, over taking me and it felt like he was draining me of my toxic arousal. He must've know, must've caught on that it was the excitement that had me acting differently. He whispered in my ear, "Make Daddy come, babygirl." He demanded. I felt my clit twitch as he said that. My breath left me like I'd never inhale ever again. I felt his hand slap the side of my ass and I squeezed on the sheets. I made my walls clamp down on him feeling myself going crazy. I was so close I thought I was going to explode beneath him. He groaned as he moved his hips powerfully inside me, his fingers dug into my body as he seemed to be reaching his climax much faster than me. All my wet juices and walls tightening on him was getting him there faster. He had reached his ending before me but he kept moving, trying to get me there too. Christian walked over to help, kissing me while Woo kept moving. His fingers pinched my nipple through my bra making me moan hard as he twisted them. His tongue snaking in my mouth until my senses were over loaded and my sex was over stimulated bursting with hot passion. I flipped over until I was on top of Woo and I started riding him, bouncing up and down while Christian moved to the side to kiss me. I came down on him one last time feeling the violent vibrations of my climax. I panted as I laid down on the bed waiting to catch my breath again. My toes curled a little and Woo got up so he could go clean himself up. Christian commented on my hair noting that, while he liked the color on me, he wondered why I had cut and dyed it. There was a lot that was going to happen soon and I wanted to make sure that if Changmo got wind of me being alive he wouldn't recognize me. There were some techniques that I had I was sure that he would notice. Woo came back out of the bathroom and walked over to me. His hand caressed my cheek and he kissed me softly before he said, "Better?" I gave a stale laugh and sighed, "Better." "So anyone wanna tell me why we're back here?" Christian asked. "Oh it's secure now. I had a talk with the leader of the White Fang. I'm sure we've reached an understanding. " I pointed to bloodied clothes on the floor. Christian looked at them then to Woo and back to me. There was a look of horror that flashed through his face before shock over took him. It was enough to snap me back a little and realize that maybe I was freaking them out. They may have had to kill before but nine times out of ten I doubted they had to kill as brutally as me. Even more, their kills were less personal. I gave him a sad look because for a moment I thought he hated me, maybe he was even disgusted by me. I felt my heart twist like he had struck me with my own knife. "Please don't tell me you killed him." Christian said. "No of course not. I need him." "Y/N you're starting a war." Woo said. "Not a war, a revolution. I have a plan okay Woo." "What is it, to get yourself killed?" Christian said He sounded annoyed but scared for me at the same time. I felt slightly less pain hearing that tone. I didn't want them to know my whole plan, they might ruin it and if I didn't do everything how I had planned it out I might loose them in the process. "Relax Christian. Shin isn't stupid; he stands to gain a lot more by complying with me than he does by coming after me and he knows it." "Removing Changmo gives him more access to territory and a way to set his men into place. Please don't tell me you promised him all of that." Woo asked. I scoffed as I headed over to my dresser drawer to grab clothes and get dressed. "You should know me better than that Woo. I don't make promises I can't keep. We made a deal yes but it wasn't for something I have no control in giving him. I will say however, it will give me my life back. The one I share with you. That is if you still want me." I turned to look at them and Christian stepped forward a little, "Will it really?" I stared him in the eyes, "Remember what I told you." He nodded. I smiled and gave him a wink before walking over to him and giving him a soft kiss on the lips. I looked to Woo while leaning against Christian. He looked at us as if we were sharing some kind of secret and I suppose we were. "So, what did your boss say?" I asked. "They believe Changmo maybe setting up to get of Taeil like you said. We just can't pin point who he's giving the orders to or when it'll happen. So we've been ordered to watch over Taeil in secret." Woo said. "Y/N do you know of anyone he might be putting in position? Someone he might have in mind?" "No, I told you I never knew; however, knowing Changmo, he probably always had an idea of who he was going to put in Taeil's position. Don't worry though, I'm working on it." "How?" Woo asked. I placed a finger over my lips to tell them it was a secret. Woo looked visibly annoyed that I wouldn't share information with him. I walked over and kissed him and then went back to Christian to kiss him. I grabbed my phone and my burner phone and stuck them in my pocket before grabbing my keys. I quickly swiped my jacket off the floor as Christian asked me where I was going. I told them they could call me if they needed me but I was off to the studio. That was an obvious lie though. I actually headed back to Rick and John's apartment. I had to slip through the back way the same way I did before and made it up to their apartment door. I knocked on the door and Rick looked at me curiously, "Are you trying to confuse us?" I laughed as I made my way through the door and he closed it behind me. I walked into the living room seeing John sitting at the computer working furiously. I was finally noticing that their living room was a mess. I was too focused on reaching my goal to pay attention the first time. I could hear the sound of the washing machine turning somewhere in the apartment. Their place was deceptively large. It smelled of cigarette smoke and booze. I made my way over to the computer where John was at and leaned over his shoulder. "What cha doing?" I asked. "A few things, hacking into security cameras, finding schedules, the list you wanted is getting worked up so far we have twenty seven canidates." "Sounds like a tone of work." I said. "Yeah well, nothing like getting back to the basics." I hummed but it wasn't in agreement. I watched his computer go through different pages, boxes popped up and disappeared on one screen while a matrix code changed on another. The one he was looking directly at had security tapes up, three separate screens he was trying to look through all at once. John was good at that stuff. I noticed a bag on the side of his computer tray and looked back at Rick, "You let him take from the White Fang?" I asked him. He held his hands up in defense, "Why do you say it like I can control him?" "There's a reason why I did it Roo. I can use it later but you have to trust me." "Of course I trust you." "How did it go with Dong gab?" Rick asked. "As I expected. Which means I have to start doing my part. I'lll go see Code tomorrow and get everything set up before I go back to see him. By the end of this, White Fang should be on top. Hey Rick, would you be able to accompany me to a little party?" He grinned at me with some sort of cautious look in his eye. I laughed but he agreed. I needed him to cause a distraction while I snuck into a very guarded place. I thought to ask Christian but it was best to keep him as far away from the problem as possible. I was actually grateful their boss just wanted them to keep an eye on Taeil. I figured that's about all they would do anyway. I wanted to go back home but I'm ninety percent sure that Woo would've tried to interrogate me like I was one of his targets. Things had become tense with all of us since this started. We were only two days in and Roo was causing just as much of a rift between us as the mob's were. I looked back at John's computer seeing a name pop up on the list. I leaned in close to make sure I was seeing it clearly. I grinned and let out a soft chuckle. I was more amused by who it was than surprised. John looked at me and Rick came over. "What? What do you see?" "My first target. Change of plans Rick, we don't need to go to a party," I turned to look back at him, my grin growing even more, "we're going underground." His eyebrows narrowed and knitted together in confusion. He looked at the list but couldn't see what I saw; he looked at me and said, "Who are we after?" "A former black market salesman for my old boss. He used to work very closely with politicians and he's on the list to be considered for the national assembly." "Meaning?" John asked. "Meaning he's the one that has all the dirt on the other politicians and he's our first suspect. Lim Sungbin, it's been way too long." I chuckled. 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BTS COMEBACK SPECIAL! LIVE ON THE V APP!!🙌🏻💜
Hello ARMY!!🤗 As you all know we are in comeback season for BTS! They are live on the v app for their comeback! click the link below to watch BTS comeback special!! http://www.vlive.tv/video/175309 It hasn’t started yet but it will soon! ❤BANGTAN ARMY TEAM❤: @Yugykookie97 @Mochiroon @QueenPandaBunny @MelissaGarza @kpopfan88 ❤ARMY TAGLIST❤: @amandamuska  @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @CleafeMaeObina @coolwolf13 @dalenalw @echoxsoul  @gabstar143  @Gracebug @HannahC19 @herreraletecia  @HomegirlG  @ifitnessvn @Ilovephases @izzybell1202 @jennyfer1111r1 @JJiBin @jiminiebae @jkenshayla @jungkookieeeee @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929  @kaylenne956 @krissynormam @kpopfan88 @Kyla05 @MelissaGarza @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rebeccariley52 @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @samcorsam @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @soobak @Starbell808 @szewwy @Taekookimonster  @Tiffiedannie @wolfyplayzyv @yukigintokie    *let me know if you want to be apart of the ARMY taglist* K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon @BoyGroupKpop @blessowmwago @Lesha @jkenshayla @Kpoplover2016 *Let me know if you want to be tagged or untagged from the tag list*
BTS- “ON” Kinetic Manifesto Film: Coma Prima!!!!🙌🏻🔥
Hello ARMY!!!🤗 BigHit just released the Film to BTS song “ON”!!!!🔥🔥 OMG!!! Asdfghjkl!!! https://youtu.be/gwMa6gpoE9I Finally the song is out!!!🙌🏻 🔥 Ahhhh!!!! I am so happy! And now I can’t wait to see the boy’s in May! *credit to the owner of the pic & video* ❤BANGTAN ARMY TEAM❤: @Yugykookie97 @Mochiroon @QueenPandaBunny @MelissaGarza @kpopfan88 ❤ARMY TAGLIST❤: @amandamuska  @blessowmwago @BoyGroupKpop @Bxbybri @CleafeMaeObina @coolwolf13 @dalenalw @echoxsoul  @gabstar143  @Gracebug @HannahC19 @herreraletecia  @HomegirlG  @ifitnessvn @Ilovephases @izzybell1202 @jennyfer1111r1 @JJiBin @jiminiebae @jkenshayla @jungkookieeeee @Just2BLoved @kaylawalker929  @kaylenne956 @krissynormam @kpopfan88 @Kyla05 @MelissaGarza @Mochiroon @Nyxxonn @PANDABTS @QueenPandaBunny @rebeccariley52 @rodrickagardne @Rose2demhaters @samcorsam @simpsonsamantha @Shelbeigh19 @shellyfuentes70 @soobak @Starbell808 @szewwy @Taekookimonster  @Tiffiedannie @wolfyplayzyv @yukigintokie    *let me know if you want to be apart of the ARMY taglist* K-Monsta Squad: @Yugykookie97 @BBxGD @lilbr0wneyes @DefSoul1994 @KpopGaby @MYAlpha @BangtanGirlOT12 Tag List: @cagonzales9696 @MonieManhiM @cherriblossom17 @SimplyAwkward @Btsislife @jaselgalindo @emealia @saraortiz2002 @xsandos17 @VictoriaBossier @TaehyungKey @Sarahdarwish @kpopandkimchi @Emealia @terenailyn @MonAnnahiX @4dalientae @PrettieeEmm @kyokeo @KwonOfAkind @AnimeKpopLover @SugaOnTop  @QueenyCrossGene @MadAndrea @B1A4BTS5ever @zyxzj @Taehyungie @VKookie47 @NuXX @Baekyeol27 @DOislifeExoL @kpopbeat @BulletproofV @PrincessUnicorn @luna1171 @LisetteZapata @herreravanessa9 @MadAndrea @AnimeKpopFreak @amandamuska @RandomName @aliendestina @mrsyookihyun @MaelstromVIP @Foxxyjinxx @Bangtanss @YessicaCardenas @JadeOwens @cns1391 @JJiBin @TheEnlightment @BlueMoon201 @QueenPandaBunny @emberreynemoll @LacyTanner @nyxxonn @SweetDuella @MmIlk @KihyunA @ARMY4Life @SerenaArthurs @Additional18 @jessicaclove  @olive07354  @YungStatin  @nickij @Mochiroon @LiyahBoon @BoyGroupKpop @blessowmwago @Lesha @jkenshayla @Kpoplover2016 *Let me know if you want to be tagged or untagged from the tag list*
Mr. Perfect and Miss Anomaly Part 5 +19
Hello Fam! "Well you wanna get fucked baby girl?" Namjoon voice low with seduction. "Yes please..." "I'm not gonna fuck you...at least right now...but um he can." Jungkook walked into my room with only his jogging pants on. I was confused as hell. "Whoa wait. This is a joke." Jungkook walked over to me like he was walking on air. His eyes dark with sex. He grinned at me. Namjoon sat me on his lap with my back facing him. Namjoon began playing with my nipples as Jungkook watched. Namjoon used his other hand to open my legs wide. I was exposed due to the huge hole in my leggings. Jungkook locked his lips and got on his knees. He ran his nose from top to bottom of my sensitive area. I gasped. "Ah you smell so good baby." Jungkook moaned. "Make her come with that mouth of yours." Namjoon said. "Whoa wait. Are you two serious? No one asked me if I even wanted this. I demand...." Jungkook began sucking on my numb. Making sloppy sucking noises. I threw my head back as Namjoon snatched off my sports bra and began pulling at my nipples. "Yeah she loves it when you are sloppy." Namjoon said in a deep voice. Jungkook began opened my legs wider. I could hear the material that was left of my destroyed leggings rip. Jungkook began licking me up and down while making stops to suck on my numb. I could then feel his tongue entering me fucking me good while Namjoon hand played with my nub. I was so high, speechless, my moans were slurs. I could feel myself about to come. Jungkook took his two fingers and curved them. He plunged them deep inside me as he sucked on my nub. I was loosing my mind. "Squirt baby get his face wet." Namjoon said while biting my ear. I couldn't control myself these two beautiful monsters were playing me like an instrument. I yelled out as I gushed all over Jungkook. I was breathing like I ran 10 miles in a minute as my eyes rolled in the back of my head. Jungkook picked me up as Namjoon moved to my computer chair. Jungkook put me in all four so I could face Namjoon. Jungkook slipped inside me not allowing me to recover much for the lovely head he just gave me. Jungkook took three slow deep thrusts and then began to beat it in deep and fast. He groaned in pleasure. KISS Squad @BabydollBre, @QueenyCrossGene, and @BTSMicDrop Lip glosses @EXOahjummafan @Starbell808 @QueenPandaBunny @divanicola05 @MelindaL @MelissaGarza @yugykookie97
Two Dangerous Ch.6
Who: Reader x Monsta Woo ( Kim Young Woo) x Christian Yu What: Smut/ SPY AU Story: Just because I'm telling you this story, doesn't mean I'm alive at the end. Chapter Six The next morning I made my way back to Han's seoul to talk to Code. Christian and Woo called me last night asking where I was. I ended up staying with Rick and John while I looked through the list of politicians John had mapped up for me. We all were doing our research, the part so necessary but so tedious. We all hated it but we were able to get the list narrowed down from forty five people to twenty two. Rick would join me later at the underground where I knew Sungbin liked to go to eat. A lot of politicians met up at the place to have meetings and I had already checked his schedule to see when he was going, thanks to John. I also faked a call to the assistant of the man that was supposed to be seeing him and told him I was his on call secretary and that the dinner meeting tonight was cancelled. I loved the fact that all of his favorite dishes were recorded; I had the perfect idea to make sure I got what I wanted. Rick was excited because he was going to be my sniper and the fact that the underground had private rooms made it all the better. The underground was sort of a fine dinning club; the club's real name was Plaza but it was nicknamed the underground because of all the shady deals that went on in the private rooms. It was super exclusive to get into and John was helping me to get my pass as a server in the restaurant so that I could get in. Of course once I was in, I was covering up my face and making my way to his room. I knew I'd have to at least pay off someone, so me keeping money from my crooked days made that a lot easier. I walked into Code's office and I saw him hard at work despite being stabbed in his shoulders. It was clear he was having trouble though, I felt bad deep down. I never wanted to hurt him but rules were always in place. Changmo was the one to teach me that, those who didn't follow the rules caused problems and those that caused problems had to either be punished or killed. Code was just lucky he was in a position where he wasn't supposed to be killed. Although, that didn't mean people wouldn't eventually try. I stepped further into his office, closing the door behind me and he looked up at me. He sighed and looked like he wanted to know what he did now. I took a seat on the arm of the chair that sat in front of his desk. I noticed the bloodied gauze in his trash can and the half emptied vodka bottle by the window. His wounds must've been stitched up the same way his bullet wound from the White Fangs me was. He leaned back in his chair to look at me and seemed to relax which must've given his shoulders some relief. "A second visit within twenty four hours, to what do I owe the pleasure?" He said. "I need you to get some things set in place for me." "Somethings? Sounds like you're back in the game. Did you take sides with Dong gab?" "Taking sides isn't my thing. Whoever I work for has my allegiance so long as they are loyal to me. Why do you think I changed my mind about Changmo?" "Because you got scared." He joked. I shot him a glare and he laughed. It was good to know that he could still be in such high spirits even after I had done what I had done. We were still friends though, I supposed he didn't care much that I had to do what I had to do. Fear wasn't what made me leave though, although there might of been something deep down inside of me that did fear Changmo. Admitting even a little fear would be problematic but at some point you either feared Changmo or you hated him, there wasn't much of an in between. Remember, I never loved Changmo we just took advantage of the fact that we were the opposite sex and extremely turned on by the violence. "Anyway," I said moving past his comment. He smiled as I continued," I had the idea to give Dong gab more power over the other gangs. It would place him on top again but that requires your place to remain neutral ground." "So what do you want me to do?" "Amp up security. Change the rules, no weapons allowed. Han's Seoul will officially be considered a no war zone." He laughed like that was ridiculous. "How do you think that will go down?" "Well if you're the only one in here with weapons and you hire people that check your visitors thoroughly it will go over well. People will have a problem in the beginning but something we've both learned from Changmo is that when rules are set in place they're meant to be followed and if they're not-" "You're punished or you die." "Exactly." I said. He sighed like agreeing to this was a big decision for him. If he was looking to get out then it might've been a big decision but I knew Code was comfortable where he was. He would get a little more authority than he already had but that also meant he had to put in more effort to maintain his rules. Code wasn't lazy and he didn't shy from violence but if he didn't have to be apart of it he was happier. Maybe the decision was big enough for him but if he considered the benefits behind it then he would understand that Han's Seoul was the center of keeping peace between the gangs. "How do you suppose I start this?" He asked. "You need to wait until Changmo is dead for one, then you need to send out a very formal invitation to all the gangs. Everyone has their territory marked up but with the death of Changmo, his gang will be in disarray and they need to move fast to either dismantle the group or to work with them. Get them to work together but make sure Changmo's legacy doesn't exist any more." "That's a large task. Do you really know what you're asking me?" "I know exactly what I'm asking and if I didn't think you couldn't handle it I wouldn't have suggested you do it. I'm going to tell Dong gab to speak with you, you're not to keep a thing secret from me Changmo," I stood up to head for the door, "I'd really hate it if you made me kill you." "That would make two of us." Even if he couldn't see it, I smiled. He called my name before I walked out and I looked back at him. "When this all ends--where will you be?" "What do you mean?" "You miss it, don't you? Deep down, this life was always meant for you. I can already tell how much you've reverted back to your old self. When you first came here, you went easy on me-" "I ran out of time." "No. You do the most damage possible with the time you have. There are two halves of you, both very dangerous but one more deadly than the other. Roo is a killer, an adrenaline junkie maybe but definitely a killer. The rapid transition you've made into your old self is almost complete, I doubt you can revert back to the life you were living when you finally catch up with Changmo." I turned to face him more. I felt like he was challenging me and I wanted to argue against him but I felt on some level he was right. After all, I had been having those same feelings recently. I was cunning enough to ambush Dong gab's facility with only the three of us and I was already setting up a new wave of the mob's empire. I was digging myself deeper into my past than I originally wanted and with every memory of killing Dong gab's soldiers and torturing Code I could taste the blood in my mouth like a lioness that had just caught her prey. I didn't feel like a monster; I felt like a huntress. The thought of seeing Changmo again was thrilling as well but it was almost a terrifying thrill, something deep inside of me was trying to pull me back like I had reigns. Something wanted me to stop, to let Dong gab have the kill. If I did that, then I could return to my life with Young Woo and Christian. I was in a situation where I wanted my cake and eat it too. I wanted the rush, the thrill, that amazing intoxication from this life but I wanted Christian and Woo. Christian wanted me to come back to them. Did Woo already suspect that I would revert back to my the old self? Facing Changmo again might be the straw that broke the camel's back. If I did get to kill him, I wondered if I would truly be able to enjoy his death or if I would have to do it fast enough that I would be unsatisfied by it. If I knew anything about myself it would be that if I was left unsatisfied I was going to do everything I could to remedy that factor. My eyes shifted to the ground for a moment and I leaned up against the door frame. I couldn't afford to linger at Han's Seol just in case I was seen. My face was covered and so was my tattoo but I still didn't want to take the risk of being seen again. "Why don't you just come back home Roo?" He asked. "Because Roo is dead," I said looking up at him, "and this isn't my home." I think it was fair to state I was in a bit of denial. Not just that but I was also a little annoyed about the realization that had been placed on me. I did like killing. I liked violence. I liked it far more than I let myself admit or realize. I had shocked Christian because of it. Did that mean my life was destined to stay this way? How did a good kid from a good family become such a trouble maker? I allowed myself to wander down such a dark path and I held no true interest in freeing myself. Was I just lying to myself this entire time? Woo and Christian couldn't live with me if I were to do this; if I stayed as dangerous as I was before, if I lived this life of crime and chaos they wouldn't be able to stand it. Two lives were on the line at this point: Yong Roo and Y/N Jackson. I was afraid of not knowing exactly who would survive in the end. I stopped by the house to take a shower and change so that I could get back to John and Rick. Christian was there working on his computer when I showed up. He jumped up from his seat throwing his computer on the couch and he came over to hug me. His hand ran down the back of my head as he pressed me against his chest. I could hear the relief in his sigh. I hugged him back but I was just a little confused. "Thank god you're okay." He said. I pulled away a little and looked up at him, "Of course I'm okay, why wouldn't I be?" I asked. "You didn't answer your phone last night and you didn't come home. We thought maybe you were working but we heard that the studio was shot up." "What!" I backed up and looked at him with wide eyes. My studio was ruined? My first thought was Dong gab but he wasn't stupid enough to do that. Not when he knew I still had leverage over him. His other wearhouses were rigged, so if I needed Rick or John to blow it down, we could do it remotely now. Don't get confused, I was efficent and very cunning. I had back up plans set in place in case my other plans fell through. However, if Dong gab wasn't the one to shoot up my studio who was? "You didn't know?" "Does this face look like I knew?" I snapped. "Then where were you?" He asked. "I can't tell you." "I know you asked me to trust you but how am I supposed to do that if you don't share anything with me and Woo?" Christian argued. "Oh I don't know maybe the same way you and Woo did your missions without telling me anything. I've been with you guys for two years, I've always told you the truth meanwhile you kept secrets from me too." "That's different-" "Why? Because you're the good guys? Don't flatter yourself Christian you maybe able to kill legally but a killer is still a killer. I asked you to trust me because I would have to keep these secrets until it was time for me to reveal the truth to you all. If I reveal too much to you then I can't protect you from what's to come." "We're supposed to be protecting you Y/N." He just wasn't getting it. I couldn't tell him anything. As long as they were left in the dark, whatever happened next they couldn't be blamed for it. If I was found out to be alive, if the public knew I was the ones to be pulling the strings and they knew about my plans I put them in a very compromising position with their boss. So long as I kept everything to myself, as long as they couldn't predict my next move or tell their boss what I was going to do next, my plans would stay on the right track. Staying on the right track also meant that I had to get other things set up. I sighed and placed my phone on the table. "Look I don't have time to argue about this. The sooner we deal with Changmo the sooner we can get back to normalcy in our lives." I said. "I don't think it will be that easy Y/N." "Sure it will, all we have to do is pretend like it never happened." "That maybe easy for you but it's not that easy for us Y/N. We love you, we want to be with you but there's so many things out in the open now. We can't just pretend it didn't happen." "Then that's your problem," I looked back at him from the bedroom door. "I can't guarentee I'll be home tonight so you'll have to call me if you need me for anything. I have some work I need to do. I just want to get this over with." I said. He called after me like he wanted to argue but I had walked off and started getting in the shower. Maybe Code was right, maybe I should just go back to the mob. It seemed like Christian was going to always let his mind linger on what he had learned and I just wasn't sure if Woo even wanted me around them anymore. Things had gotten complicated but I couldn't worry about that. I quickly washed up, changed and put my make up on. I made sure to cover my face again and I took the Camry to pick up Rick. I had to drop him off a few blocks away giving him enough range to not be seen at the top of the building with a gun. He was able to get a good look at the room I was supposed to be meeting Sungbin in. I showed up in the kitchen wearing the server uniform. I put in a text to John from my burner phone asking him to check into the security cameras by my studio. I gave him the address before I went inside. For most of my time there, I was working under a false name. Most of the people there didn't pay much attention to me. I wore contacts that made my eyes look hazel rather than the dark brown pools they already were. No one in there looked remotely familiar just yet but as the lunch rush turned into dinner time, there were some people I started to recognize. Most of them hadn't seen my face before but I knew them from their reputation. I had worked the whole shift like I was serving tables here regularly. So when the shift ended, I swiftly made accommodations to the staffs cooking ingredients. Then I made my way to the bathroom, changing my looks. I put red contact lenses in and slipped on a long black wig with bangs that covered up my eyes. I put on my black tank and jacket and let Rick know I was moving into position. When I got out of the bathroom, I slipped a waitress some extra money asking her to bring Sungbin's food to the room he wanted for his meeting. I wanted to be able to control who saw me and who didn't. Not to mention, if she was questioned later by police when she described me, she wouldn't have a description that matched the so called new server. The place had only a few cameras: two in the front, one to watch the entrance and one to watch the bottom dinning hall. There was one by the kitchen because the register was there and there was one in the back of the restaurant as well. Even though I came through the back way, the camera shouldn't have picked me up because I wore a scrambler when I came in. It disrupted the signal to the camera so it couldn't pick up my image as I walked by. It would just look like the camera glitched. Everything was set into place and I waited for Sungbin to enter. He was always so prompt, lucky for me. The waitress I bribed went in to take his order. She told me he made his order already and he was sipping on wine that she had brought him. He was so routine that everyone that worked there already knew what port to bring him and what he would be ordering. They knew he didn't care to wait for his company either, if they showed up while he was eating then they would speak while he ate. His routines and odd habits made him very predictable. Which was a dangerous thing for someone who dealt in the black market, patterns were a criminals downfall yet we all had them. Some things were unavoidable but Sungbin had OCD, he needed those patterns. Trust me, I did my research and even a refresher course the night I discovered his name on the list. He was on Changmo's watch list at one point; I was almost ordered to kill him. I gave Rick a call asking him if he had Sungbin in his sights but the curtains weren't drawn anymore so he couldn't get a good shot. That made it a little difficult but it was an easy fix. I went ahead and walked into the room and he looked up to see me. My mask was covering the other half of my face so he couldn't identify me. We never truly became acquainted before but I didn't want to run the risk of him seeing a picture of me and claiming he saw me. I had to be careful, that was always something burned into my head. "Who are you?" He asked. I had a small bag in my jacket pocket and a knife in the other in case it was needed. I didn't answer him right away I simply opened the curtains. He looked back at me appalled and demanded an explanation. I remained silent as I took a seat in the available chair in front of him. The room was small and cozy, the lights were warm and the sun had set now so I could see the living city lit up by lights behind him. He swallowed tensely and said, "Who sent you?" I smiled behind the mask and said, "I came here for some information." The list that John made for me was in my pocket. I had it in the small bag and pulled it out along with a pen. I unfolded the paper and handed it to him and placed the pen on the table between us. I passed the paper over to him and he looked it over before looking at me. "What is this?" He asked. "Don't you know a list when you see one?" "A hit list?" "Not exactly." "Then why?" "That's my business. I just want you to look at the list. Look at it very carefully and mark off anyone's name that you know works for Changmo." His eyes narrowed and his hand held the wine glass in his hand a little tighter. His jaw stiffened a bit and I saw a glint of uncertainty in his eye. "Did Taeil send you?" He asked. I chuckled behind the mask. It was in Taeil's style to send someone else to do his bidding. I was only mildly interested in what he might've done for Taeil to possibly put him on his hit list. I didn't answer him though I just stared back at him and that made him all the more nervous. "If he was unhappy with the product he didn't need to send an assassin after me." He said. He drank from his wine glass in large gulps until it was empty. He seemed like more of a coward than I expected but he calmed himself and looked at the paper. He looked like he was contemplating whether or not to do as I asked. He placed the paper down and started to shuffle in his pants. I could already tell what he was doing, so I held the signal up for Rick to be ready to show the light of his gun on me despite it being fixed on Sungbin previously. "I wouldn't do that if I were you." I warned. He held his gun out but saw the light pointed on me soon disappearing when I gave Rick another hand signal. He turned towards the window to see that the light was coming from outside and that it was now fixed on him as he looked at his chest. He shook his head and I reached over to take the gun from him. "Thanks I needed a new toy anyway." I chuckled. "What do you want with Changmo?" He asked as he turned back to me. "That's my business. I just want the names of the ones that work for him." "You think by just asking I'm going to give you what you want? Crossing Changmo is just as stupid as crossing Taeil." "How would he know? Unless of course you tell him. You have a great deal of affairs in the black market; tell me, do you think the NIS would start looking into you if they found some footage of you dealing with some shady characters?" He smiled at my challenge now. He came at me with a cockiness like he knew damn well there were no cameras around when he did his dealings. If he believed that he was far more foolish than I thought, there were always cameras around, our phones were easily hacked into there was always someone watching. Even my burner phone could be traced, it was just unlikely it would linked directly back to me. Before we could continue, the waitress I had bribed walked in and placed his food before him. He slipped the paper away so she couldn't see what we were discussing. The waitress looked at me and asked if I wanted anything and I shook my head. I gave her another sum of money in front of him and put my finger to my covered up lips like I was telling her to keep the secret. She looked at him for a second and nodded before she left and closed the door behind her. I locked the door just to make sure we weren't interrupted again. He looked at his food for a second and then stopped. "Pay anyone else, did you?" He asked I smiled at him even if he couldn't really tell and I walked over to his plate. I grabbed a fork and took food off his plate with it and placed in my mouth. I gave him a good view of my neck so he could see when I swallowed his food. There was a bit of a smirk on his face as he realized that I hadn't poisoned his food. I sat back down in front of him. "As you can see it's safe for you to eat. Poison is traceable and having to pay off so many people to add it to your food with no guarentee you'd actually it is just a waste of money and time. You were wrong about me Sungbin. I'm not an assassin. Assassin's merely find their mark and kill them. They don't ask for information." I explained. He started putting food into his mouth while he used his empty hand to crumple up my paper. He gave me a smirk now like he had the advantage. He realized me killing him wasn't to my advantage and having him shot down by Rick without being threatened or having my information was useless. However, he was severely underestimating me. He tossed the crumpled paper at me like he was insulting me and I caught it with one hand. I started at him, my red eyed contacts giving him a devilishly piercing look from behind my bangs. I slowly reopened the paper and said, "You see, assassin's rarely do their homework and if they do it's only to find out where their target is most likely to be and how guarded they are. Me on the other hand I look deeper. Like at the fact that you have an eight year old daughter named Eunji," His eyes flitted up from his plate to me and the sudden look of fear returned to his eyes. He stopped eating and set his fork down slowly as if he were ready to listen to me. I smoothed out the paper as I continued, "She's a very bright student. She seems very ignorant to what you do behind the scenes but then again most of the general public is. However, people like me dig even deeper than that. We search for patterns, friends, weaknesses," my eyes now flitted up from the paper to give him a menacing glare. He started to make noise with his throat as if something were caught in it. He gave a cough or two and looked at me in horror,"for example, your nature for routine makes your moves quite predictable. You order the same meal from the same restaurant, you arrive on time and drink the same port. I even looked into your medical history, " He coughed again and his hand wrapped around his throat. I stood up and walked over to him bending over him as I moved his plate and placed the paper on the table again. I set the pen on the paper and said, "Particularly that you're highly allergic to peanuts. So of course the cooks here would know to never cook your food in peanut oil right?" I laughed, "You see, poisoning you would spark too many questions enough but exchanging the vegetable oil that they cook your sides in for peanut oil sounds like an unfortunate accident." I pulled out the bag I had the pen in and revealed the EpiPen I had brought with me. His throat was closing up and he was struggling to breathe, turning colors even. I shook the EpiPen in front of his face and made him look at me as I smiled. "You'd think you'd be smart enough to carry one of these with you incase of an emergency but oh well. Now, you do have a choice, you can give me what I want or your can die right here. Who's going to question a death by allergic reaction?" He tried to reach for the pen and I pulled it away, "Are you going to give me what I want?" He nodded as best as he could and I went ahead and gave him the dose from his EpiPen. I could only imagine what Rick was thinking as I did this. Sungbin tried to relax as the EpiPen settled into his body. It took several minutes until he was just breathing correctly, the sound of wheezing was finally gone after about twenty minutes. He returned to a normal color and his eyes stopped watering. I grabbed him by the hair pushing his head into the list and demanded him to do as I had asked before. He quickly picked up the pen and started going over the list, circling names of people that worked for Changmo. When he was finally finished, I thanked him and headed for the door before I stopped and said, "Oh and I would keep this just between us because if Changmo gets wind of this, I'll send you a video of me torturing your daughter before he can kill me." I saw him swallow in shock and panic. I giggled as I unlocked the door leaving him in his dazed state while he recovered from his extreme reaction. I had no real desire to hurt his child and, if it came down to it, I might only attempt to scare him by sending him a video of me watching her just to make sure he minds his tongue. If I had to punish him for his loose lips, it would be more beneficial for me to kill him but I've learned that men with families are more likely to behave when you threaten their innocent loved ones rather than them. They'd willingly give their lives for their children but they were less likely to risk their children's lives for their evil deeds. I stripped myself of my wig and as I headed to the car and changed my clothes in the front seat before I took my contacts out. I texted Rick to let him know I was on my way to get him and swung by the building I dropped him off at, picking him up in the back alley way. "Get what you were looking for?" He asked. "Yup." "Now what?" "Now--it's time to prepare for war." I looked at Rick and he smiled at me just as thrilled by the idea as I was. There was also this deep energy within me that was ready to explode. I was getting closer to my reunion with Changmo than I realized. I dropped Rick off at his place and used my burner phone to text Dong gab a copy of the list of Changmo's men. I told him they were the people he needed to either get rid of or recruit once Changmo was dead. I was also getting ready to set up the conflict between Changmo and Dong gab. It was time to make him come after the White Fang, at the same time I was setting it up for Christian and Woo to get the NIS to swarm in. I was killing every bird with one stone I just needed it to work. I stopped by my studio to see the damage. The glass was shattered all on the floor. There was police tape surrounding it, Woo or Christian must've handled it for me so that the police wouldn't bring me in. Christian was starting to lose faith in me I could tell but Woo was too hard for me to read at this point. I wasn't sure if he trusted me at all or was setting up a trap from me later himself. I thought about all of that as I walked through the studio. They had destroyed some of my art pieces as well. As I looked at the damage, I noticed that the glass looked like it was in a pattern. I stepped back and stared at it until I could finally make out what it said: Devil. "Changmo." I breathed. "Hey Roo." The voice startled me as I whipped around. I pulled out the gun I had taken from Sungbin and held it up. The rush of adrenaline now felt like a wave that had overcome me and I was completely out of control. I could feel myself shaking, my heart was pumping harshly. In the smoothest suit known to man, Changmo stood in the doorway of my backroom. He had one hand in his pocket and a certain smile on his face. I had the opportunity to show no mercy and pull the trigger, to kill him and end this all now and yet... I couldn't.... Boss Squad: @royalpandajedi @Fromblue2u @Queenpandabunny @marrickej33 @BBxGD @Starbell808 @MelissaGarza @liyahboon Fans: @elishafisher @JaxomB @EXOahjummafan @StefaniTre @Yugykookie97 @dalenalw KISS Squad @BabydollBre, @QueenyCrossGene, and @BTSMicDrop Lip glosses @EXOahjummafan @Starbell808 @QueenPandaBunny @divanicola05 @MelindaL @MelissaGarza @yugykookie97