When you are trying to find a passion or a hobby to really pursue, you have to take a risk. You can't just do what you've been doing everyday, but you have to expand in unknown areas. Even though you won't know what the outcome is going to be, nor can you guarantee it will be what you want it to be, you have to take that risk in order to find what you really want to spend your time doing. Living like that can feel tense at first, but its only through embracing uncertainty and taking calculated risks that we grow and expand our opportunities. Over time, you get more and more comfortable with uncertainty, and this will transfer into all parts of your life!