I can sit here and pretend with a smile on my face. Looking at me you couldn't see a sadness trace, all of it is a cover, hidden forever. To protect the ones who need not know, because inside is a knot that just won't stop it's growth. I feel it in my throat leaving me unable to breath. It's also wrapped around my heart causing it irregular beats,. but there's still hope ,that I have to believe! In every life there is a key, so I have to fight in order to retrieve. That's when the knots will loosen and set me free.