I never thought that i'd do this again.
Im so close but i cant work up the courage.
These thought run deep in my head.
The way that im thinking its making me nervous.
But theres no one to blame but myself.
I've kept this side of me hidden for so long.
Its like a task that i can no longer excel.
I try, I try, I try to be strong.
But i dont know how long i can last only time will tell.