I've heard em' say "it's better to feel pain than nothing at all" but I've felt pain and all its done is turn me numb. My grandfather leans closer and talks in a real quiet deep tone like the kind of person he was; but you don't learn from nothing at all, it's the pain that brings you to the end only for you to start all over again. The numbing is to show you you are vulnerable and new. You can fill yourself with your wildest dreams. Theres a short of time for us here and you must use it wisely. And the last time I seen his eyes, he looked so thankful.