2 years ago
OmerTurco
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Unhappiness
I am unhappy for the first time in a very long time. I am living in a slow motion world. I know why i am unhappy, but i am afraid to admit it to myself. Because if i admit and if i understand that there is nothing to do about that, my unhappiness can continue for some long times. how can I describe unhappiness? I am not able to complete just a single breath. I am feeling that completing that breath will make me more unhappy I am not able to think, I am trying hard. And if I am able to, that makes me more unhappy. I am not able to see her. Even if I see and talk to her, this reminds me the impossibility and makes me more unhappy. I am not able to close my eyes. I am afraid of being alone in darkness with myself. This makes me more unhappy. I am not able to smoke. It tells me my unhappiness. I am not able to walk. Because my feet leads me to the reason of my unhappiness, and this makes me more unhappy. I am not able to escape; from myself.
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Wow @OmerTurco you have once again impressed me with the power of your words. Your pieces, which are usually filled with imagery I have a hard time imagining, is completely lacking in the same style of imagery this time. Instead, its replaced with incredibly relatable imagery about being grounded and being swallowed whole by the desire to not-be-more-miserable. Great work. I hope we can all breath and feel lighter soon.
2 years ago·Reply
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"I am not able to walk. Because my feet lead me to the reason of my unhappiness, and this makes me more unhappy." Wow. What a strong line. I think we all can kind of relate to this feeling of "oh my god no matter what I do this will be more terrible." Really powerful!
2 years ago·Reply