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"standing in front of the house you left behind" - monni

ever had this experience of lingering outside the house of your ex-lover whom you had just broken up with? ever had this experience of not being able to fall asleep just thinking about the special one in your heart? ever had this experience of tearing or crying uncontrollably just by looking at the pictures and videos you both took together? just want to let you know that you are not alone..hope you enjoy this song as much as i do!
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5 Songs You Need to Listen to While Making Out
Alright, you're almost there. You're in your weird apartment. They need to use the bathroom. And somewhere deep inside of you; you have this overwhelming feeling that you guys are going to make out. And you are, trust me, you are. But wait, you can't just make out to nothing. The sound of lips smacking against each other in a drunken haze is almost as bad as the sound of someone open-mouth chewing. And with that in mind, you open the MacBook Pro and stare at YouTube or Spotify or Grooveshark or whatever you use to listen to music without actually buying it (because fuck that, right? Musicians don't need money, I do. This is America, goddamn it). But you freeze. And your potential make out partner leaves. Geez, you wonder, if only I had a list of songs to get me started in the proper fashion, I wouldn't have lost this wonderful opportunity! Well, wonder no longer. Here are five songs you should definitely make out to that will also impress them 'cause they're total hip-hipster dance jams. LCD Soundsystem -- All I Want LCD Soundsystem's All I Want is the perfect ease into the making out session. The tempo is just upbeat enough for you to awkwardly shoe-gaze-dance towards your partner and smile (they'll find this endearing) and put your arms around them. Look at that, you two are too close, you're Trident breath close. There you go, now it's happening. The band is also just famous enough without being too famous, if you know what I mean, so your street cred will stay in the high 50s low 60s (this is a good thing). Slow Club -- Beginners Oh, Slow Club, what would I do without you? I mean, a lot probably, but you've gotten me through so many make out sessions I can't believe it. I mean, this particular song and video. There's something about Daniel Radcliffe not acting as Harry Whatever that's so intriguing to people that just looking at his face, then your face, then his face, then your face, will eventually result you and your partner's face sucking each other dry. That's what I like to call the Radcliffe Effect (trademark pending). Chvrches -- The Mother We Share I think I've heard this song on the radio once, so while that would normally be a bad thing, in this case it isn't. The band is just fringe enough that whoever you're making out with, will be like "nice choice" but, like, super ironically. I mean, they'd really enjoy the song the same way you're really enjoying the song but they'd never admit it. And you never admit it either! Say YouTube autoplay did it or something. Just keep your eye on the prize -- by that I mean: don't drool, that's gross. Phantogram -- Don't Move Don't Move's tempo is so perfect for making out, I don't know what to say about it other than that. The little electronic bloops and bleeps in the background almost make it feel like you're in some kind of weird space ship heading towards a weird love planet (or something). If your respective hands aren't at each other's respective hips, then you're doing something wrong or you're kissing a literal robot. I don't know what to tell you, this song really sets up some mouth to mouth communication. Disclosure -- Latch Latch is one of those songs that'll get anyone ready to kiss anyone else. I don't care if you think that's lame 'cause the song is pretty old, or weird, or silly. But kisses are kisses and Sam Smith singing along to this song is something that makes kissing seem like something so much more than just awkwardly touching your face skin to someone else's face skin (I don't really know any euphemisms for making out, sorry). There's something about this song that'll let you dance slow to that bop-bop-bop that sets the rhythm or you can slow up during all those boop-boop-boop parts. And the "slow up" is the move for this song. But then that chorus kicks in, right? And all of a sudden you're in some weird early 2000s indie movie about party goers in New York City and this is the part where you're making out in some rave warehouse. There you go, you did it stud. A couple of hip-hipster make out songs. Now, if you find yourself in a position where something more than making out is about to happen, well, I guess that's another list of songs for another day.
Playlist of the Week
I just thought I would share my play list of the week. It is a combination of kpop and American Rock...indie music. Some music picks are for mature audiences...so view at your own risk. This is not a Challenge...I know people are super busy with school. But comment below some songs on your Playlist or you can make a card if you wish. If you pick to make a card please tag me. I would like to see what music you enjoy. @poojas @kpopandkimchi @VixenViVi @JazzyPie @shannonl5 @NSSagasshi @ErinGregory @SharayahTodd @dreemer13 @touchmybuttoppa @SarahHawkins @KpopGaby @BlueBear07 @PrettieeEmm @KaceyDodge @glostick @LaurnAntoine @StephanieDuong Incubus Song...Adolescents I LOVE INCUBUS. I FEEL IN LOVE WITH THEM IN HIGH SCHOOL. If you need an introduction to American rock you should check them out. They are a mixture of rock and they have some lighter rock songs. It's cool listening to their old music to their most current music. I love seeing how they evolved. Besides Brandon Boyd the leader singer is super sexy. His voice was the first voice take me have music babies...lol GD & T.O.P Song....Zutter I love these two and they are known for being the double combo. The lyrics are smooth, sexy, and creative. Plus I love the beat. You can't go wrong with these two amigos. Jay Park Song...Sextrip I love this song...but now it for the grown and sexy. The lyrics are for mature audiences....but if you know JP he is not one to be shy. He's very much bold and sexy. This is a nice slow jam and it's in all English. Korn Sings....A.D.I.D.A.S and Freak on a Leash I discovered Korn when I came upon Incubus. This is a hardcore band. Hard rock mixed with in your face lyrics. A.D.I.D.A.S is a mature song with explicit lyrics. The video is explicit too so if you want to see the official video for that song you can search for it yourself. EXO Songs...Playboy...Hurt...Answer EXO OMG!! I love their new album! Actually, all the songs are on my Playlist from this new album Exodus. Playboy and Hurt have very catchy sexy lyrics. They perform it well. Hurt has a sick bass. I love bass. Answer is so sweet. I would love this as my wedding song. I mean who wouldn't melt if their EXO bias said "You gonna get my love" to them. 30 Seconds to Mars Song...Mission This is another rock song. I love the lyrics and the beat. These guys are talented. Jared Leto is the lead singer and he has a powerful voice...plus he'd super cute. Their look has changed over the past years, but they continue to be awesome. Seungri Song...Let’s Talk About Love Now, this video has English translation along with the song. Anyhow... people under rate King Seungri. He's super sexy and talented. This song is so cool. Taeyang and GD are featured on here and HD crack me up with his slick cussing in here...but who cares lol. This song has a nice beat. Seungri did his thang! Desung....Look at me and T.O.P...Doom Dada D-Lite sometimes is under rated too. But he has an awesome voice and is super cute. I love listening to him and watching him perform. T.O.P is an awesome rapper and his Doom Dada proves that. You can't ignore this man. Taeyang Song...Love you to Death This sing has great moving lyrics and the bear is awesome. I was told CL does the female part. Youngbae has an awesome voice that makes you melt all inside. Sorry for the long card amigos, but I hope you enjoyed it. You can tell I have a diverse taste in music lol.
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Want To Write A Song? Here's How!
Musicians are strange creatures, cursed with melodies spinning around in their heads constantly. It's hard to recognize what words are brilliant lyrics, or just fleeting thoughts. The mind of a musician is a jumbled mess, with little bits and pieces of melodies and broken love songs constantly dragging behind them. My newest effort premieres at the end of this post! So stay tuned if you want to learn how to write music, and where these tips can get you. This card was inspired by @buddyesd and our conversations about music and songwriting over the past few days. 1. The first step is to know your music! Videos: Some of my favorites. I've been a musician my whole life. I started singing in my terrible two's and ended up getting a guitar at age 11 and starting my first rock band at 12. My life has always centered on what band I was obsessed with at the time. It all started with Green Day... Then the Ramones... Then My Chemical Romance... Thirty Seconds To Mars... The Sex Pistols... The Libertines... Neil Young, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Pete Doherty and on and on. And so on and so fourth. The point I'm trying to make here, is that you have to go through a lot of music to gain the inspiration and the fortitude to start making your own. Influences are a huge part of songwriting. They help you form what kind of identity you want as an artist. 2. Know that the perfect song won't come overnight. Your development takes time! (Video 1: One of the first songs I ever wrote (2009) "The Way You Talk" / tried and true pop-punk) (Video 2: A later rock song, 2014 "Tourist" a little more sophisticated, deeper lyrics, more passion, messy garage-rock feel) I didn't wake up and just know how to play the guitar and write songs, it took time. I sat in my room for hours on end, plucking away, humming, writing down and recording things and ultimately a lot of the stuff I wrote early on was complete shit. It just now, feels like I'm writing really meaningful stuff. So, just give yourself some time, and know that every musician goes through an evolution at every level. I started out writing simple, three chord punk songs in the vein of Green Day, my favorite band. That slowly evolved into more anthemic and stadium-like tunes when I started getting into bands like The Rolling Stones, U2 and so fourth... Now I've evolved into this heart-wrenching raw, indie influenced folk-y sound that is directly linked to my love for Pete Doherty's solo album Grace / Wastelands, a collection of melancholy tracks dedicated to love and confusion. My new song, Counselor (heard here), is a haunting acoustic ballad influenced by more singer / songwriter acts since I'm solo right now. So things have to evolve with the times. 3. Do some research. You have to know where you came from in order to know where you can go. This being said, every musician's routine is different. I just like to pick up my guitar, start strumming a few chords and a melody or lyric will come, and I'll go from there. Some people sit at a keyboard and bang out a melody, Others just jam and find a chord progression they like, to start with and build a melody on top of it. If you're not that experienced, you have to do some research. Look up the greats: Lennon and McCartney, Richards and Jagger. The classics are a great way to look at song structure. Then, look up your favorite artist's songwriting routines and experiment with them, mix and match styles until you feel like you can get somewhere. Like the lead singer of Green Day, Billie Joe Armstrong writes his melodies first, lyrics later. Both come at once for me, melody and lyric, almost always. So it just depends on how your brain works, and you won't know until you try. 4. JUST GO FOR IT!!! Music isn't perfect and most of the time it isn't beautiful or polished. So if you want to start creating your own, just start doing it. Hum melodies, listen to your favorite artists, pick up an instrument and do it! If you have the passion and you want to learn, anything is possible. I'm here to help too, if you have any questions or thoughts. Do not be afraid, because you could write the next number one single in your bedroom...you never know ;)! My newest song, written and recorded on August 12th, 2015 is up on Sound Cloud now, here's the link if you're interested. See! Songwriting isn't hard! ;) "Lying To The Wind" By: Tess Stevens
The Twins
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You were terrified, so many times you and Jongin watched criminal shows about murders happening. Jongin always teased you that something like that happening to you was less likely. Your community was relatively safe. At that moment, safe wasn't even close to what you were feeling. You could hear the sound of shoes crunching against the glass. You couldn't think for a few minutes, not even long enough to turn off the music. You heard the sound of your drawers opening, chairs being moved along your hardwood floors. Someone was violating your home. You were finally able to stand up but each movement you made sounded loud in your ears like the very sound of your legs straightening to stand weren't just audible but an alarm sounding that you were in your room. You made your way to the window opening it so that you could sneak out. This window was over the roof of the patio. You climbed to the edge and tried climbing down the side of the post. Your feet hit the ground and you could finally feel yourself shaking. You checked your pockets to realize you didn't have your phone on you so you ran. You ran as fast as your feet would take you and as far as they could carry you without looking back. You got to a shop in the city, they sold superstitious paraphernalia. The shopkeeper saw your look and came over to you. Of course, he had seen your look of worry as a way to sell you items of good fortune. When you told him you didn't have money on you, he was ready to kick you out of the store. You begged him to use his phone to call the police, your place was broken into and you were afraid to go back home. When he didn't seem to budge, you promised you'd come back with your boyfriend and buy something from his shop, as collateral, you let him take the watch you were wearing. It was now a month later and you were stuck with a very useless and ugly cat figure statue in your living room. It was the closest thing to affordable in his shop that wasn't a key chain, heaven knew you had enough key chains to supply a small town. Working from home was no longer easy for you. The burglar had gone through your panty draw, rifled through your things, tossed them around your room without a care and left you feeling utterly violated without even being touched. The photos of you and Jongin had Jongin cut out and some of your jewelry was missing, the police were still working on the case. Jongin thought maybe it was a stalker; you thought it might've been someone trying to make it look like that. You didn't have anyone in your life that had a reason to stalk you. The police agreed with Jongin though and asked for a list of anyone that may have a grudge against you, anyone you worked with, anyone you used to date. You and Jongin had been together since high school. You hadn't dated anyone else other than him. The whole situation was stressful and had left you feeling hypersensitive. You had changed from an out going person to someone that was always on edge. You were scared, was it really a stalker? Until they caught him, you could be being watched at all times. What if it was a coworker? Maybe one of the people you did editing for. All of this just to screw with your mind? You couldn't be sure but it always felt like someone was watching you. "Hey Y/N you wanna get sushi with us tonight?" Chae asked. Chae was a co worker of yours at Legends Press publishing company. She was a pretty girl, she always kept her hair dyed honey blonde. You two talked a lot but there was a rumor around the office that she had a crush on Jongin for a long time. You considered Chae a friend even after hearing that rumor. You were used to women falling for Jongin but after the break in, some part of you couldn't help but suspect that maybe she set it up to get back at you. The more you tossed the theory around in your mind the less sense it made but you were scared. "No thanks Chae. I gotta get back home tonight Jongin said he's got some surprise for me." You regretted saying that as soon as it came out of your mouth but Chae didn't seem the least bit bothered by it. "Okay, well see you tomorrow girl." She smiled bright and waved goodbye as she strutted off in her short black heels. You sighed as you looked down at yourself in a sweater and jeans. It wasn't often you questioned what Jongin was doing with someone like you but sometimes, when you saw Chae, who was dressed to the nines, like she was groomed to be in high society, in her black pencil skirt and her white button down shirt tucked in to show her small waist, you couldn't help but wonder if she'd look better standing next to him then you were. You rolled your eyes at your own thoughts. Chae was beautiful and nice but Jongin was yours and if he wanted to be with someone else he would've left you a long time ago, that you were sure of. You took the train home, playing rap music in your ear from your pandora. You would stare off into space for a moment before you brought yourself back to reality. You looked around wondering if the stalker was there? Were you still being watched or did they get what they came for. You looked at the faces on the train, older men that looked too tired to work, young women, some of them with young children. There were teens in a group laughing with each other, their school uniforms giving away which school they went to. Most of these people were absorbed in their own lives, none of them looked even slightly interested in you. That didn't stop you from looking over your shoulder as you got off on your stop. You headed home taking the other ear bud out of your ear. You were looking at everyone's face questioning everyone in your head. By the time your reached home you sighed, "Babe I think I'm going crazy." You tossed your keys down at the table up front and kicked off your shoes. You hung up your coat and walked into the living room to see someone that wasn't Jongin sitting on your coffee table. Instantly, your heart jolted out of your chest. This couldn't be the guy, you didn't even know who he was. The one sitting in front of him was Jongin and he turned around to see you. He stood up with a smile, "Oh Y/N come in. I want you to meet someone." He kissed your cheek and wrapped his arm around you. Instantly, you let go of the breath you had been holding. He walked you over to the couch and the man that was sitting on the table stood up and smiled at you. "This is a childhood friend of mine, Lee Taemin." Jongin introduced. You bowed, "Nice to meet you Taemin." "Nice to meet you too. I've heard a lot about you from Jongin." You chuckled as you took a seat, "It couldn't have been that much, there's not a lot to say when it comes to me." "She's too modest." Jongin laughed. He took a seat on the arm of the couch and Taemin sat back on the coffee table. You looked at Jongin and Taemin smiled at you for a moment as if trying to remember every detail of your face. "You're right Jongin, she's very pretty." Taemin said. "Thanks hyung." He chuckled. You looked between the two of them. "Will you be staying for dinner Taemin?" You asked. You stood up ready to head to the kitchen but stopped behind the couch to hear his answer. He looked at you then at Jongin, "You didn't tell her?" Jongin laughed while he scratched the side of his cheek. "I wanted it to be a surprise." "What to be a surprise?" you asked. "Taemin will be staying with us for a little while." "Oh." "Are you okay with that?" Jongin asked. There was a sort of caution in his voice like he wasn't sure if you were happy about it or not. In truth, you didn't know how to feel about it but you didn't want any conflict in front of Taemin. He seemed well mannered enough and he had known Jongin from childhood, you didn't have the heart to say you weren't okay with it. You smiled, "Sure. Welcome to our home Taemin." "Thank you. I'll try not to be a burden." You nodded and headed off to the kitchen to start cooking. You wondered if Jongin had a reason for springing this surprise visitor on you. Maybe you were acting so crazy he wanted a house guess to ease your mind. You sighed thinking to yourself that you were too paranoid, you weren't hurt during the break in so you should be counting your blessing but it was maddening to not know what was going on. It was maddening to not know who had done this and if or when they would come back to do it again. Putting on clothes after a shower didn't even feel the same anymore. No matter how clean your clothes were every item in your wardrobe some how felt tainted. You always felt like you were being watched. Jongin assured you that everything would be alright, he was worried about you when he found out about the break in but he believed in the law. He believed they'd find the guy. You only wished you had that kind of faith. Jongin came to join you in the kitchen a little while later. He wrapped his arms around you from behind and felt your body stiffen up. He lightly kissed the space between your neck and shoulder then whispered, "You've got to relax." "I'll relax when they catch who ever it was." He sighed and leaned against the counter while folding his arms. There was a smart smile he wore that made you feel like he was teasing you a little. You looked away from him to continue cooking. "They're not going to find him over night Y/N it'll take some time." "Enough time for who ever it is to get me? I feel like a mouse being hunted by cat. They don't have any leads. They've checked out everyone on both of our lists and nothing." "You have to stop calling them for updates." You slammed your hand on the counter. You took a deep breath feeling anxiety rise in you. That's what this whole ordeal had done, given you a massive case of anxiety. You had two major attacks within a week of the break in and nightmares after that. You didn't feel safe anymore, you felt eyes on you at all times. "I'm scared Jongin." You finally whispered. "I know you are." He moved closer to you and softly rubbed circles on your back. You shook your head refuting his sympathy. That's all it was: sympathy. You knew Jongin meant well and that he cared about you very much. You two were in love after all, it was a given he'd be worried about your well being but he had no idea what this hell your mind was going through. "No. I'm scared all the time. I was tougher than this but not knowing- it's driving me nuts. When's it gonna happen again, when are they coming back? Is it even safe to stay here? I have a million different questions in my head that I can't quiet because there's no answers Jongin. What am I supposed to do?" He wrapped his arms around you and ran his fingers through your hair. That helped. You weren't sure if that was something he figured out calmed you and you never realized it or if that was just a go to method for him but it helped. The anxiety was slowly dissipating. You were in your lovers arms feeling his warmth while the smell of dinner revolved around the kitchen. His fingers raked through your scalp and played with your hair. You heard him whisper, "Just breathe...for now, just breathe." You clutched onto his shirt and closed your eyes. You took his advice and took in a deep breath. You were counting in your head as your forefinger and thumb rubbed the fabric of his shirt. Tears had spilled over and ran down your cheeks, anxiety attacks sent you into tears but these were silent, they were tears you couldn't fight but they had spilled over regardless. You looked up at him and used your hands to wipe your face. "Sorry." You said He cradled your face with both his hands and pecked your lips lightly. "Never apologize for how you feel. I know it's hard but you'll get through this. You're tougher than you know." His words were sweet and his tone was softer than a stuffed animal. You smiled and he gave you another kiss, this time it was deeper and more loving, more magical. That was the best part about dating Jongin, kissing him felt like you were kissing a prince from a fairytale. You felt important and being with him brought out this childish love in you that reminded you of the first time you ever knew you were in love with him. He was perfect to you. "Now are you sure you don't mind Taemin staying here for a while?" He asked. "Well," you sounded as if you were going to retract your statement, "I guess it doesn't really matter but couldn't you have at least talked to me about it first?" "I figured with someone else in the house that you might feel safer." "But I don't know him." "I know but you two can get to know each other. It's not like he's a complete stranger, I've known him for a long time I trust him and he's a really great guy. You'll like him I swear." You giggled, Jongin looked happy to have him around. He sounded like a younger brother that hadn't seen his brother in years. "Alright alright." You said. "I also asked him to pick you up from work as well." "What? Why?" "Because I know you're having a hard time. I figured you'd feel safer if you had someone with you when taking the train besides, I'd feel safer knowing you were around someone I trust." "If that's the case why didn't you just ask Kyungsoo?" You laughed. He kissed your forehead, "Because we both know he would've said no." "True." You focused on taking care of dinner for a little while longer. Jongin peppered kisses on your cheek making you laugh while you cooked. When dinner was ready, Taemin came in to sit down and eat with you two. He talked about what he had been doing for a little while, he had recently broken up with his girlfriend and moved out of their place. He needed a new job. "So I suppose you didn't mind taking Jongin up on his request that you be my chaperone." You joked. He smiled beautifully, "I didn't mind it at all. I'll have to look for work anyway so it'll give me a reason to get out." "Well the train ride is only fifteen minutes, are you planning on staying out all day until it's time for me to come home?" You asked. "It's better than going back and forth twice everyday don't you think?" You laughed, "I suppose you're right." "What publishing company do you work for again?" "Um legends press. Do you known it?" He looked as if he were mulling the title over and over in his head. You doubted he paid attention to the publishing company names. Most people didn't, except for books that were really famous and even still most people were more absorbed in the author. Author's had immense talent and deserved the accolades they received but in reality, those names might not be as well known if there wasn't someone to pick up the book. A few times that had happened in your company where your bosses didn't want to take on the project of a young writer. The writer would have gone to several different places just to get published and some of them you or Chae were able to push through. At times, your boss would actually praise you on seeing potential where he hadn't. You thought for a moment: could your stalker be your boss? Did he harbor some resentment towards you for one upping him on occasion? You didn't have long to think through that theory. Taemin broke the thought when he said, "I think one of the books I read, The Winter and the Crane came from your company." You looked at him shocked. One of your coworkers, Park Chanyeol, pushed for that book to be published. It didn't do very well as far as sales went. He felt terrible about letting the author down. You had read that book though and saw the potential in it. There were a few things that should've been changed that would've benefited the author and it was just bad luck that Chanyeol hadn't seen it himself. The beginning's pacing was too slow and that's probably why most people didn't really want to read it. Admittedly, even you had wanted to put the book down several times in the beginning. Chanyeol said he couldn't stop reading it though and wanted your opinion on why it might not have sold well. That was only one of the reasons. He had strong motifs and symbols in his book that were powerful as long as the reader was paying attention to detail but his ending fell a little short and one of his subplots felt incomplete. For a story that was supposed to be a stand alone it just didn't work out. It baffled you that the book was even pushed through. Taemin laughed at your face, "What?" "I think she's surprised you read hyung." Jongin laughed. You stuck your tongue out at Jongin. "That's not it and you know it," you turned back to Jongin," that book didn't do well in sales. I can't believe you read it. Let alone knew that it was published by us." "Oh yeah, I really liked it. My girlfriend at the time recommended it to me. She said it was a prank because she couldn't get past the first chapter and hated it but I found it really interesting." "Why?" Taemin laughed at your tone. You were baffled, you had said so yourself that the book had potential but you were surprised that Taemin had actually liked it. "I liked how the little girl created all those murals of cranes. The way I imagined it in my head it was almost like a beacon of peace. She was fighting for something." "The story was somber though, she died in the end and the world didn't seem to get better." You refuted. "Yes but that's how life is sometimes. Bad things happen, the good guys don't always win. I especially enjoyed the many conflicts between the characters. The chaos was like real life, each character was so focused on their own lives in such a dire situation. It was a situation that, if they had put their own egos aside they could've rose from the ashes but instead their desires pulled them down in the snow. I think it made a wonderful statement." "And what's that?" "That humans are selfish creatures." "Fascinating." You stared at him with your mouth slightly agape. You heard Jongin laugh and felt him reach over to lift your chin up and shut your mouth. You chuckled at him and licked your lips, now suddenly conscious that you might have been giving them a good view of the little bits of masticated food in your mouth. "Excuse me." You said wiping your lips. "She's crazy about books hyung so be careful, once you get her started sometimes you can't get her to stop." Jongin chuckled. "I resent that. You just let me ramble on, I'd shut up if you just told me to." "I'd never tell you to shut up. I enjoy hearing you ramble." You rolled your eyes while you laughed at him. Taemin chuckled, "I could talk about books all day myself." You smiled at him. Jongin looked proud that the two of you had hit it off naturally. You all separated for the night, putting the dishes into the sink and then the two of you took a shower together. You jumped into the bed right next to him and he started tickling you until he was able to kiss you. Your giggles became soft in the night as you embraced him even more. "I told you, you'd like him." Jongin said between kissing your shoulder. "You've really got to work on your sexy talk Jongin." He laughed, "Come on admit it." "Okay, okay I like the guy, he seems very sweet. I also think it was very sweet of you to convince him to be my guard dog." "Will it help you calm down a little?" You shrugged, "I won't know until I get out there. Who knows, if he can keep a conversation with me I may not have time to think about being stalked- now that I think about, that doesn't really make me safer, does it?" Jongin covered your body with his own and sighed. You laughed trying to pull him up as he said, "You're such a hand full nalbi-ya." "But you love me." You laughed. He looked you in the eyes and smiled. His forefinger came to your bottom lip, gently touching it. He whispered, "Every inch of you." You pulled him down to your lips and kissed him deeply. His tongue lightly grazed along yours, stirring the wheels of passion between you two. You hummed at the sweet intoxication of his love and the two of you made love before going to sleep for the night. Still, no matter how sweet your life was with Jongin, the nightmares of being in the house alone, seeing it in shambles, Jongin's face cut out of the pictures, it all felt so real. The panic in you climbed in your dreams, making your heart pound. A dark figure came to snatch you in the night pulling you away from a body that looked a lot like Jongin. You woke up in a cold sweat, you let your eyes adjust in the night seeing Jongin asleep next to you. You sighed relieved that he was okay. You looked towards the bedroom door and saw it slightly cracked open but you could've sworn that it was closed before you two went to bed. Maybe Jongin got up to get something out of the kitchen and forgot to close it all the way. There was this odd feeling crawling up your spine though, you felt like someone had been watching you. Was someone other than Taemin in the house? You briefly wondered if Taemin had been watching you both. You sighed, "I really am paranoid." Taemin had just arrived, he had no reason to be watching you. Besides he couldn't have been your stalker. He didn't even know who you were. Jongin had even told you in the shower that he hadn't arrived in Seoul until three days ago. You got out of the bed and decided to go get some orange juice out of the fridge. There was a warm light on in the kitchen and you moved slowly towards it wondering who turned it on. You peered over the side of the wall trying to see if it was an intruder and instead saw Taemin with a towel wrapped around his waist and nothing more. He had a glass in his hand and he was drinking water. You were so relieved but when you stepped in the kitchen to make yourself known you said, "Are you in the habit of walking around in just a towel?" Taemin turned to see you and smiled. He looked down at himself and bowed his head. "It was so late I didn't think anyone would be up. I just needed a glass of water." He said. "Usually I'm not up this late but I needed something to drink too." You walked into the kitchen and he stepped aside as you got your drink. He seemed to be watching you which made you a little nervous because he was basically half naked and only covered by a towel. You didn't want to show that you were a little bothered by it, you didn't want him to get the wrong idea. You turned around and said, "Uh, listen Taemin, I don't want to seem like a hard ass. We don't have many rules here but I think it would be more appropriate if you wear more than just a towel when you come out of your room." "Of course. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable." He smiled. "Thank you." You passed by him taking your glass with you. "Goodnight Y/N." He said. "Goodnight Taemin." 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