My best friend has recently become pregnant. She, as well as I, has miscarried once already. Im excited for her more than excited she is but I'm also a little sad. She got that chance. That one chance that I wanted for quite some time but I realize that I'm young. Too young to be worried about having a baby. She's young as well but she's ready and prepared. I now get to experience the happiness and beautifulness of having a baby through her. I went with her to her appointment today. I heard the heart beat, saw the little peanut of a baby. It was beautiful.