Seungri walks inside my house. Then he grabs my hand and drag me outside. *What,, what's going on?* I couldn't even stop him. Is like if my inner self is following his every command. He put me inside the car and then he quickly started driving away.
"Seungri, what's going on?"
Silent. I didn't knew what was going on. But he need to stop. Then I realized that we are on the route to his house. I stood quiet. At the same time my mind is blank. We arrive at the house. Seungri gets out and so did I. This time he didn't force me in. We both walk inside together.
"Seungri, what happened?"
"Why I feel this way?"
"Wh...what you mean?"
"I shouldn't have strong feelings for a man"
I'm quiet. I don't even know what to answer. I can't answer that, because I'm not a real man. Then he turns to me, and then walks towards me. I start to walk backwards till my back slammed into the wall. I look at him, as he got closer I can smell the liquor out of his breath.
"Why do I feel like thus towards you? Why do I want you?"
"huh,, umm... Seungri, you need to stop"
I start to panic. I can't be discovered. Just not yet. Then Seungri gets close to my face. He smiles.
"Why should I stop? You made me become this way. You made me fall for you. A man? Really.? It should be for a woman, not for you"
His words are begging to hurt me. He started to raise his voice louder and louder. Then he slam His hand on the wall, which made me jump.
"I don't want to train you anymore. I don't want to see you anymore. I don't even want us to be friends anymore. You got it."
His words hurt me. I quickly slapped him across the face and left his house. I started walking back home. Anger was building inside, but so was pain. *you bastard!* Then I started to receive a phone call. I look at my phone to see who it is. It was GD. I had to pick it up, because he is our main leader.
"hey J.J, you ok. you sound down"
"no your not. . you sound like you was crying "
"can you puck me up."
"ya, where you at?"
"I'll text you where I'm at"
I look around and saw where I was. then I texted it to GD. As I sit down on a curb to wait for GD, Seungri popped in my head. Anger build in more. *how is it my fault? You fell for me, you fool*
Then GD arrived. He got out of the car and came towards me. Then we both go inside the car. As he drive the way back, I look at him. He looks at the road serious and boy those he look handsome.
"Do you want to go for a couple drinks?"
"Sure, let's go"
"let me get my money"
"Don't worry about that. I got you"
"Thank you "
As he parked in front of a lounge, we go inside. It was very packed. People was dancing and having a good time. As we both sit down in front of the bar. We started drinking.
"J.J, what happened? You was on the route to Seungri's house. Did you guys argue?"
"He said he don't want to be my partner anymore, I don't know why. I also decided to have a different partner. Dancing is just not my thing"
"Switch with me. Maybe we can work with your music."
"Sounds good. Thank you GD."
"Call me Jiyong."
I smile, then a guy accidently numbed into me. Then he got all cocky with me.
"Don't you see I'm walking here, punk!"
"Don't you see I'm sitting here?"
I have enough anger in me.
"look it punk, you need to watch your mouth."
"The only person that needs to watch out Is you"
GD looks at me and signal me too calm down, but I ain't listening. Then the guy lifts a fist up, I quickly dunk down and kick right in his balls. He falls in the floor.
"I told you to watch it, asshole"
Then GD grabs my arm and pull me out of the lounge. Then I heard guys yelling behind us. As I look back, I saw three men after us. So GD and I ran as fast as we can. Then we jump In the car and he hit the gas and we ditch them. GD looks at the mirror and saw them far away.
"Are you crazy!!??? You can do that in public J.J, what if they took pictures of you doing that, The CEO will kill you."
I look down, and hold my fists together. The anger was just strong. How bad I wanted to just ... *sighhh* Then GD grabs my hand. I look at him and he was just looking at the road. For a moment I felt calm.
"Want to crash at my place?"
"Sure. Would be better. I don't want my roommate to see me like this"
"Ok let's go."
As he drove to his house, I look out at the window. The liquor started to do it's tricks. I started to feel tired. Then everything went dark.
He fell asleep, a heavy sleep. He drank way too much. But is he soo angry about? I wonder what really happened between him and Seungri. Then I reached for my phone and dialed Seungri.
"What happened between you and J.J? He seems mad about you? He even told me that you won't work with him"
"There's no point of me working with him. He can't dance. Its a waste of my time"
"Seungri, we are thier trainers. This is part of our job."
"I never sign up to train newbies who can't even do shit"
"I'm tired GD, sorry. Tomorrow please give me a different partner"
"Lee Seung-hyun.. you.."
Then J.J grabs my hand and when I look at him, he shakes his head.
"Good bye Seungri"
I disconnected the call. Then J.J let me go and sit back on the seat. I saw how he just want to forget about this.
"I'll be your partner J.J, I will also teach you how to dance. Even if I have to hire someone to teach you. I won't let you down"
"Thank you GD. Your very sweet. A warm person with full of passion. I promise to work hard. "
"Just ignore him. He will come back into his senses."
As I arrive to my house, J.J gets out of the car. But he is clumbsy. I help him go inside the house. As I lay him on the bed, he crawls himself into a ball. I smile of how cute he looks when he lays down. Then he pats on the bed.
"Come lay down."
Ohhh... well ok then. I lay down next to him and he just smile. Then gets close to my chest. His fingers trace my collar bone down to my chest. Which is actually getting me hot.
Why I feel this way with him though. I just wanted to know the answers. Like he acts as my ideal type of woman I would love to have , but he is a man.
Then he gets closer to face. We both make eye contact. Then out of nowhere he gave two words.
I smooth out his hair away from his forehead and then place my lips towards his. His lips is just soft and very plum. I slowly move my lips around his to get every taste. Then his tongue goes inside of me. Then I deepen the kiss and let out tongue tie together.
He stops and gives me three tap kisses. Then he buries his head to my chest.
He fell asleep, and so did I.
*Why I feel this type of way?*
I feel warm and protected. As my sleep started to wake me up little. I open my eyes little. Then I saw GD in front of me. I open my eyes wider. But I stood still. I saw how peaceful he looks. His deep breaths from his heavy sleep, was just cute. His hair is everywhere, which made me smile. I softly ran my fingers through his hair.
Why I feel this way towards GD, but I also have feelings for Seungri. I shake my head to go get about him. Then I slowly got out of bed. I went to the bathroom and quickly showered. Then I grab some of GD's clothes and put it on. Then I saw GD deeply sleeping. I started walking downstairs to the kitchen.
I found coffee and started to make some. As the coffee is getting ready, I walk around the kitchen window. I saw the ocean. A beautiful view. Then I decided to do some breakfast. I then saw an iPod on the kitchen connected to a speaker. I look inside the iPod and saw some awesome collections of music. Then I turn on the speaker with the volume down and let the music play.
I grab some food and turn on the stove. As I started cooking, one of GD's song became to play. "The XX"
My mind blank me out, and music enter inside me. I started singing. Then all of a sudden I hear another voice joining me. Then I saw GD dancing towards the music as he does on his performances. I smile but kept signing along with him till the music ended.
"I think I would love to collaborate with you J.J"
"Sounds like an awesome idea"
"So succeed now and I know it will happen."
"You slept well?"
"Yes, I actually had a good sleep"
"Seems like u don't remember anything last night"
I blush as I placed his food in front if him. I actually do remember everything. I remember clearly of me kissing him freely and sleeping in his arms, but I don't want to make it looks wrong for him.
"Looks like you do remember."
"Is it obvious"
"Your breathing started to excalate and your cheeks are turning pink."
I cover my cheeks and just smirked. Then I sat across from him and we both starting eating. As I eat, memories from me kissing him hit my mind again.
*Relax Oh Ja-ni*
"We need to hurry, we got to get to YG building. I got to do a meeting"
"Ok, but can we go by my house, so I can change ."
"What for, my clothes looks great on you"
GD winks at me and then walk uostrairs to his room. As I cleaned up the kitchen , I felt like a housewife. I laugh to myself on the imagination I'm having. Then we both left towards to YG building.
As we arrive at the building, everyone was there. We all sat down on chairs and GD gave us papers. As we all look down it says:
M5K: Into a New Stage.
We all get excited as the day gets close to the date we will be able to perform as one on live stage in front of many idols.
"You will choose three songs to sing. One is as a group, then two will collaborate to rap and then group again. The fans will judge of how your sing as a group, your vocals and also your rapping skills. Especially dancing. So you all must be on sync and pay attention. Also, your leader try so hard to be able to write a song, but I give him credit for trying. I soon saw J.J's work. He can definitely write songs. So, I'm going to switch partners today. I will work with J.J to produce a song so all of you can sing as a finale. Once we do that, your leader will join us to get into the melody and the beat. Alex will then start to do the dance, then Gook and MinU will get down into their vocals. Sounds good"
Everyone applaud and they got excited.
"Alright so WJ you will work with Seungri , he can help you with your vocals and dancing, and J.J will be mine"
*Yours?? Hmmm boy*
Then GD left the room. The boys turn to me and praised me.
"Wow, your awsome .. this will be our first song."
"For real!! You saved us. I thought no one couldn't write music, but you. Damn you popped out of heaven , man"
"thanks you guys."
"Ok so we should choose our songs."
"wait,,,, who will rap?"
We all became silent. Then Alex snapped his fingers.
"Why won't we have J.J and our leader to rap together. They both very good at rap than all of us. I know they will blow minds off"
"Good idea!!!! Should we choose a song from a Khiphop idol for them to rap.?"
"Definitely, but who?"
"There's is lot of artist in that area, like very goof ones. There Dok2, Okasion, Jay Park, Loco, Gray, Simon. ... the lists go on. "
"Alright we have to think that last. We just got to figure out what two songs to sing together."
"I got one which a lot of fans enjoy!"
We all laugh. Then Gook looks at us like we crazy.
" He does got a point their . Many fans love that song. Plus it would be nice to sing one of BB songs. Show then appreciation of what they are doing for us "
"Alright, we got one. Now one more"
Everyone became silent. We all start to think. But no one hasn't said a word yet. Then I stand and told the boys that I will be going to the bathroom. As I enter inside the boys bathroom. Taeyang was inside.
Taeyang looks at me serious.
"J.J, you look familiar. Is like I've seen before. But can't seem to recall?"
I look at Taeyang puzzled. But as I think I don't even remember seeing him before in my life.
"Forget it, I might be mistaken. See you around, and oh I love your lyrics. Maybe I might have you do me a song"
I smile and then finish my business. As I walk out of the bathroom, I started to remember what Taeyang told me. *Did I saw him?*
Then as I was walking down the hallway. I saw GD and Seungri in a room together. Seungribwas sitting on a chair as GD looks at him serious. Then GD looks down and then he kneels down in front of Seungri. Seungri leans back. GD hugs Seungri and Seungri hugs him back. The Nyontory is real.
I walked away and went with my group and laugh to myself. I actually experience a small Nyontory moment. *yesss* Then we everyone went with their partners for thier training.
GD and I decided to grab lunch before we practice. As we went to eat a small restaurant, we had our own room to eat.
"So, I was thinking about tmgoing to the movies tonight. Wanna join?"
"Sounds like a good idea"
As we finished our food. We ended up leaving. When I stepped out, I saw my mother inside the restaurant. I quickly his behind GD.
"My mom is right there. And she don't know that I'm in YG. Please can we leave?"
"Ok. come on"
As we both escape, he decided to call a day for me. I went home and laid down on my bed. My mother started to come into my mind. I want to see her. So I decided to see her.
I showered and changed into my girls clothes. I grabbed a taxi and went towards her house. I'm sweating and I'm very nervous. I don't know if she would accept me back home. I arrived in front if her house.
I pressed the button. I stand but I felt like collapsing. Then a buzz appeared and I open the door. I slowly walk inside.
My mother looks at me with her hands crossed.
"What your doing here? Didn't I told you to not show your face in front of me?"
"Just wanted to see if your healthy."
"Well you saw me, so go."
Then a similar voice appeared.
"Mrs.Oh, where you want the flowers to go?"
I turn around to the similar voice. When I look and saw him, I gasped loud. My eyes are just popped open. He drops the flower pot and his jaw drops.
*No way, no fucking way?*
Seungri thows J.J away, then she landed in GD arms.
A date with GD
Taeyang at her mothers house?
FIRST DAY COMPETITION
METTING BIG BANG
THE WEIRD FEELING
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