i want him..... to experience an ordinary kind of love.What kind of person he is… I would ask those who know him. And at times, I’d hang around outside his house. And at times, because I want to look good in front of him, I’d learn the old school trot dance that his father likes, and learn baduk, and learn how to eat all different kinds of foods without being picky. And at times, I’d memorize all the songs of his favorite pop artists. And at times, I’d go to the place he frequents and wait for him the whole day.I’d tell him I miss him if I miss him, and I’d say I long for him when I do. I’d feel excitement and gratitude. To date like other people… I think I prayed for it.