I love you,
in lower case letters
they say that love that isn't loud
is often a love that is better.
I am I better prepared to love You now,
more than I was before
because before I didn't see the tears that stood
in the door ways of your eyes
as they wondered would I return.
I am here now and I hear how your heart beat fluctuates.
You have been through so much pain
while I made you wait
and you wage war against whether you should love me
or if I should be the man that you hate.
I stand guilty for leaving the woman I love a thousand times
and the pain of this truth is just too much to take.
So take my heart that belonged to you from the start
since the first time i met you in the park
I knew you where the one for me
and the pain you've seen over these million years
has been the same pain I've felt in me.
So I breathe as I tell you I love you
and I write love letters to tell you I can love you better
now so much more than I could before.
Before I met you a third time
my lifelines were fading
and the game I had been playing
was taking it's toll
so I ask you if you can love a man that completely loves you
although this man isn't completely whole.
I have waged a war against my heart
on a battle field of roses posing as a victor
although all along not loving you is what tore me apart.
I still have a photo you gave me
when you where dressed as Cinderella,
am I too late to be your Prince?
At the end of a love that was truly my love
is where this fairies tale starts.