I haven't seen you in a while so I figured it'd be a good idea to leave this letter in your locker. I'm not sure if you've been absent, or whatever, but like, I miss you. You probably know that already. I just, like, think we left things on bad terms the last time we talked and I want to make things better between us. I know, I know, I know, I freaked out a little but, like, can you blame me? I never thought that you would do.. I mean, this would happen to me. Not even in like, my worst nightmare. Geez, I can feel myself getting worked up again... I'm sorry, El. But is it even true? Did that really happen? I'm still in disbelief. I wake up every morning and, like, I have to remind myself that I exist in a world where someone I love could break me so easily. I still, like, I don't know, I still don't want to believe that this is true. Even if it is... I still want to, you know, be friends. I know you said that you didn't think it was possible but, like, I promise, El. I can turn those feelings off, I swear. I can't lose you, like, you're the one of the best people I've ever met in my life... I'll always love you, El.