May the angel's dry your tears and carry you throughout this hardship. The pain will always be there, sometimes hidden and less noticeable. Some days are easier then others. Gather yourself around family and friends and know you are truly loved and blessed to have magnificent people who love you and care for you and your well-being. Always talk and don't hide your true feelings and call upon God, a simple hello to God and he will continue to carry you. May God bless you and keep you well.