Desperate (Vixx Fanfic Chained Up Book 4)
A/N: it’s Ken week so I decided to post chapters of desperate.
It was a few days after visiting Sori at the hospital. The young girl was given permission to go out with her friend Haemi to the mall. "Hava how does this look?" She looked up from the shirt she was looking at on the racks to see her friend in a pastel color blue shirt with a cream white skirt and black flats to go with it. Haemi had topped it off with gold jewelry and a pastel pink purse. "You look great." She told Haemi, giving her friend a warm light smile on her lips. The friend squeal while jumping up and down. "I knew it!!! I'm so totally wear this to my date with Joon tomorrow!!!" Haemi said with excitement laced in her voice. She raced to the dressing stall to change into her normal clothes she had. The young girl once again went back to looking at the racks while she waited for her friend.
She stood in line with her friend. She held nothing. She didn't find anything in the store she wanted. "Hava why don't you head to the food court and pick something out for us to eat. I'll finish up here and meet you there. I'll take whatever you want." Her friend suggested. All she could do is nod to her friend. Stepping out of the line, heading to the exit. She found one of those 'you are here' maps to locate the food court.
"I don't know how these humans can use these sort of things." A male voice muttered beside her. She looked at the man to see he was a young guy with short hair. He had a white shirt with a black leather jacket over it and tight ripped jeans with dressy boots. 'These humans' caught her attention.
Was he like her or was he like Mr. 80 Billion? She questioned to herself as she gained his attention from her staring at the man too long. "Can you read these?" He asked her but she was dazed by the beauty of him. "Hello?" He snapped his fingers in front of her face. "Anybody home in there?"
Snapping out of her daze she answered the man. "Where is it that you are looking to go too?" She asked him. He pointed at the name of the store he wanted to go. Following the map the store was near the food court. "Follow me I'll take you there." Leading the way with the guy right on her heels.
"By the way my name is Taemin." He told her catching up with her pace. He gave her a winning smile.
"Hava" she introduced herself to him. Not saying anything else after that. Taemin watched the girl. He couldn't believe that him and his brothers found their little sister. He was awed by her looks.
"Do you want to see something cool?" Taemin asked her. Her expression showed that she was an open book of think of the thoughts of if she did or not. What more could she put her life on the line when she's already living with a mafia running by her Father. She shrugged her shoulders before nodding her head yes letting Taemin know that she had decided. He gently took her hand in his, smiling at her. Pulling her to a hall that had an exit at the end of it. She was supposed to be going to the food court but something about Taemin made her curious as to who he was.
Pushing the door open, a white glow shinned bright in Hava's eyes. Blinking once and twice for her eyes to adjust she looked around to see that she was no longer on the asphalt of the malls parking lot. No she was on a clear floor that showed the clouds and city beneath her feet.
Squealing and latching herself onto Taemin. She was scared of heights. Yes her a fallen angel scared of heights was beyond her imagination but never being able to learn how to fly or been in the high places. She had developed a fear of heights.
"It's okay, you're not going to fall. I got you." He assured her.
"Where are we?" She couldn't help but ask when looking around the scenery around them.
"We are in Heaven, Hava. And you are summoned to speak with our council." She couldn't believe the words that came out of his mouth. She was finally in heaven and what heaven looked like was more than what she had imagined it would be.
"Heaven?" How was this even possible. She didn't die. She is a fallen angel to be exact but she had thought that fallen angels weren't welcome to heaven. Taemin held her hand tight as he dragged her straight into the middle of nowhere.
They walked deeper into the white surrounding light until they came upon gold gates that automatically opened in front of them. A path led up to a mansion. Saying nothing as they continued their journey. They arrived to their destination where four people were standing on the gold floor and five sitting behind the tall desks where you would see in a court room.
"Now that we have our guest we can start this session. Miss. Kim? Could you please step up to the podium." The guy in the middle said. She did what they said, looking at each and one of them. They all looked like they could belong into a rock band.
"Hava Kim, eighteen years old, birth name Isda, Daughter of Ansiel and Cathetel, sister of Jinki, Jonghyun, Kibum, Minho, Taemin. Welcome to Heaven Miss Hava. I am Hongki and these are my brothers Jonghun, Jaejin, Seunghyun, Minhwan, we are the heaven council." He said looking up from the paper and meeting her eyes.
She greeted them one by one. Showing her respect to them not knowing what is going to happen to her. "Miss Hava we know this is all new to you since you were raised by humans. You were born at a bad time with a war breaking out with the fallen angels that did not abide by our new rules. Your mother had given birth to you before she died and your father was killed in the war as your brothers stayed under our protection." He pointed to the group of men behind her. She had looked over her shoulders to see them. She had siblings that she never knew about. "We keep tabs on the Angel that fallen before the war started its destruction of our home. Miss Hava we have a record that you have been involved with a vampire is that right?"
Everything was falling into pieces for her. This wasn't about her being welcomed, this was her being judge guilty of being sexually active with a supernatural creature like her. She shook her head. "You got it all wrong. Have is meaning of the present, had is meaning in the past. Yes I had been involved with a vampire due to my adoptive Father putting me through auctions of men wanting to see something they never seen before. Yes I went out with greedy old men who wanted more than they could get. Do I regret my decision of having sexual inter course with a vampire four weeks ago? No I do not. But you sitting there all high and mighty have no reason to judge me. You can have your tabs on me but you will never understand what I have gone through as a child to make me the person I am today. I don't live with the best people but my Appa makes up for it whenever he can." She looked at Hongki in the eyes, speaking every word to him.
"Very well, but we are stripping you from your wing in the meantime. In the next five years you will get them back." Her eyes widen as three people in robes came out behind a door and entering the room. Two of them grabbed a hold of her as for the third one extended her wings by force. She struggled to get out of the grip of the two men holding her. The third once took a sword in his hands and sliced down where she could feel the numbness of where her wings would be attached. The two men let go as she fell to the ground, sobbing while touching her white wings. She was a fallen angel without wings now. This was the cruelest punishment she ever received.
"I would think more carefully about who you chose to be around with Isda Daughter of Ansiel. We are done here, you may show her the way home." With that each one of them got up from their seats and left the room.
I climbed the last flight of stairs to the roof. All in my head was a jumble of thoughts but only one stood out. His words, "Will you let me be in your life again, my Vixen?" Those were the words that I couldn't forget. Not even if I tried hard enough. Is it worth it, having him in my life again. Shaking my head to clear all thoughts, I pushed the exit door open to only step in the familiar bright white light.
"Great what do they want now" muttering under my breath. This night couldn't get much better could it. I sighed followed the way I've traveled many times before. I decided to take my time since I was in no rush to see what they wanted. They could wait on me since they summoned me at my worst.
The gates opened for me as I made it to the mansion. I again took my time again. I stepped in their court room standing up at the podium again. With my brothers standing at the far side of the room.
"Isda, so great that you can finally join us." Hongki smiled joyfully at me. He knew I never liked my birth name. Him and his brothers were the only ones who called me Isda. I waved my hand to brush off his greeting.
"I would like to get this over with as I have work to do back on earth. So please." I begged them.
"Right. Earlier tonight you encountered with the vampire from long ago am I right?" He asked as I groaned and ended up sitting in the chair they had at the podium.
"For heavens sakes, is this why you summoned me. Because I was talking to the vampire I had meet years back. Are you going to strip me from my wings again or how about my healing powers Hongki. All we did was talked! I don't need you and your brothers to breathing down my neck every single minute. I already have enough of that coming from them." I pointed to my five brothers across the room.
"Watch to whom you speak too Isda." Jonghun spoke up, not liking how I am speaking to them. I took a deep breath to calm myself.
"What is the problem that you guys don't want me speaking to this vampire. Tell me. I deserve to know since it is my life."
The room was silent. Each and every one of them looked at each other as they were communicating amongst themselves. "Heaven does not need a hybrid in it realm. It would be to dangerous.... to powerful." Hongki said.
Their thoughts of a hybrid never occurred to me that that's what they were afraid of. To dangerous, to powerful. But why?
"So what if a child is a hybrid of a fallen angel and a vampire, how does that involve me?" I asked. I was going to get to the bottom of what they were trying to avoid.
"Isda, your father was the council first powerful warrior. He held a high place in heaven. All of his children hold this power, his strength, wisdom, healing. He was undefeated by any one who went up against. That power can be bared into your child if you ever have one."
Now I could think, is it worth it. To combined the two worlds to make a creature the most powerful one on heaven and earth. "I see where the concern is. But I don't plan on having any kids at the moment. I have too much on my hands to have a baby come into my life. And if I want to be with this vampire, I don't care what you think. I'm going to live my life how I want too. And I don't need you taking anything away from me. Now if you excuse me. I need to get back to work before I lose my job and I need to make a living so I'm not living with my Father and his mafia members. Have a nice night." I turned on my heels and stepped away from the podium. I could hear Hongki calling out to me but I ignored it. I knew I was going to have a talk with my brothers later on.
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