See this fake smile?
I wear it for you
So you cant see the festering corpse my mind has made me
You ask of everything is ok
Im my mind part says how can I be when I feel so far away?
The other just smiles softly and forgets everything going on and says I am now
Instead I just say tell me how much tou love me
Dont take it wrong I just need to hear ir
Flipping to a picture of you with a genuine smile I feel ok
It brought me back to like but i ask myself
Look at that smile shes smiling for you and just for you why dont you smile back?
Youre just sitting there try to smile back
She deserves it youre her world like shes yours
All you gotta do is think of your future together
Start with a small one and let it grow for her
Who cares if your parents are screaming all day and night?
So what if no one wants to hire you as what you wanna do?
Forget that razor that youre looking at
Ignore the dark pit your mind has become
She loves you anyway
That girl is your cure for life she loves you despite everything
Those scars on your arms and legs
That diseased mind of yours that eats you alive.
All the wars that tear your weak psyche apart
The constant questioning of who you are
And you love her too despite it all