I have bad luck with guys. By bad luck I mean always rejected or dumped for a friend of mine that's hot. Even though people say your worth isn't in a guy it still hurts. I blame myself and start picking out everything wrong with me. I always fall super hard for someone so they're always on my mind even after they dump me. Since I was 5th grade it's been like this (I'm a senior in high school) so naturally I know there's something wrong with me. At the end of the day Kpop is my warm hug before bed. From ballads about a broken heart, or an upbeat I'm happy being me song it comforts me and helps me deal with my feelings and depression. Even though I'm depressed and have a lot of emotional issues Kpop soothes me and comforts me when I'm feeling down. Like now I'm talking to a guy I like who rejected me listening to Shine You Light by Park Hyo Shin to calm me down and keep me from crying lol.