I'm crying. I'm praying. I'm fasting and praying. I'm hoping. I'm having faith. I'm changing. I'm still crying. I thought I had found a real job but it didn't pay. Left me confused... My impulse is telling me to vent but I won't cause everything above that I did hasn't helped, venting on vingle won't help either. I write this card with tears in my eyes... I'm over 30yo and feeling like a complete loser and not knowing what to do. I'm feeling so alone! As I said I know this won't help but I just know doing this is ok. Right?