Its something that eats you from the inside out leaving you a walking corpse of your former self. First it eats your motivation to do anything. Then as you stare at walls you start thinking. When that happens if you dont get help your in trouble. You realize things and overthink them as well. It only makes you sadder until you cant take the constant thinking but you cant stop because you dont wanna do anything else. Eventually it will consume you if not kill you. Youll never be the same again. In my opinion theres no cure. Medication is just drugging you into a stuppor. Love and family doesnt always help. In fact it can make life worse. If your a true warrior and fight this shit to the end it doesnt get easier. All that happens is that you get better at coping and seeming okay. To anyone else who suffers I pray youre all warriors like me. You wake up each day and fight the monster that wants us dead.