there are no words to describe how i feel in this very moment, my life is caving in, i don't know where to go from here. here, in this moment of nothing my heart is broke. my mind is boggled. my body is numb. where do i go from here? do i move on? do i stay? do i sit here and just cry? i don't know. but what i do know, is that i want what used to be the only thing that made happy.....YOU.