February 21, 2015 7:20pm we arrived to the hospital at 7am, that's when my water popped. they hooked me up to many machines, and I was getting nervous. the Doctor came in and told me to get some sleep, I was gonna need my energy to bring you into this world. I asked quietly to turn up your heart monitor, the thuds brought me peace. all of a sudden I felt this terrible pain, the nurse said it was time to push. Four hours later they laid him in my arms, and tears of happiness began to pour. "hi my baby" I managed to choke, over your beautiful cry. "i'm your mommy, its so nice to finally meet you" I kiss your head, and hold your tiny hand, I tickled your little feet and I never wanted to let you go. "welcome to this big world, I promise you're safe with us" the best day of my life was the day I became a mom.