The after math of NJ concert on Sunday
okay first of all I like them for 8 years so this was like a dream come true
this was also my first concert and I honestly cannot be more grateful that it was big bangs
t was amazing I swear I almost cried when they came on stage
I couldn't believe that they were in front of my eyes and I was just thinking oh my god they are real they actually exist
and the whole 2 hrs I siang along to everything every song every lyric
my throat died but who cares right cuz I had so much fun I filmed so much I snapped like every second of it which I kind of regret because I didn't get to enjoy the moment as much but honestly it was the best experience of my life to sing haru haru with like thousand people
kpopandkimchiI'm so glad you got to see them! And it sounds like the lost voice was TOTALLY worth it!
So the contest ended. and... this is just a rant
It's funny because the past two days have been am emotional roller coaster for me.
Two days before the contest ended, I finally reached rank 20. I was so grateful for this one chance of going to the concert of my dream and me and my best friend who I invited to vingle were so excited.
Then my worst fear came true.
Yesterday, I lost the ranking and went down to 22. I could not have been more angry and depressed. I felt like everything was lost just because of few digits.
I became crazy upset and I couldnt sleep because I kept wanting to scream and scream.
And today, I kept trying. I couldnt give up like this. I spent so much on my phone today i had to charge it three times haha. and the rank updated just few mins ago and i seemed to have found my place in top 20 again but it was too late.